Not much in a party-type mood. . .

[kungfunyannyan]

I know that Zigfried's party is a few days away, and I really hate to bring everyone this news. My grandmother died this morning. I was in tears most of the day so that's why I couldn't tell everyone right away. I'm sorry. She called me into her room and held my hand in silence. It was all I could do to help her at this point. I knew that her time

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[gemini_604]

Mutual support is the best kind of support. And you'll have plenty at Zigfried's, no matter what kind of mood your in

[kungfunyannyan]

*smiles as her eyes fill with tears* Thank you, Yugi. I know that my grandmother's soul will be safe now since you are willing to say a prayer to protect her. Thank you for your thoughts. I appreciate it.

*looks out at the balcony overlooking the mountains* She always liked it here. This was her favorite place since it is so close to the sky and closer to the heavens.

She told me that before she died, she wanted to see me happy. I smiled for her. Moments before her passing, she wanted to see my smile. I gave her the smiles and she told me that she wanted see me happy. I did just that. Now I feel better knowing that she didn't die sad.

[rose_lion]

I'm terribly sorry to hear about your loss, Vivian. *sniffles* I wish I was there to hold you! *blushes* {thinks: I can't believe I said that out loud!} ^_^; Is there anything I can do for you?

[kungfunyannyan]

*smiles* That's so sweet of you, but I think I should be around people and I'm going to be packing up soon so I can go to your brother's party. I hope to meet with you. *smiles sincerely with a more mature look in her eyes*

[rose_lion]

I look forward to seeing you again, too! I only wish it hadn't been under these circumstances. v_v

[kungfunyannyan]

*sighs* Yeah. Maybe we can talk when I get there tomorrow. I can't stay here when there are so many sad memories. I'm not strong enough to stay here alone.

[studmuffinangel]

I'm so sorry to hear that, Viv. I hope you can accept my condolences. I wish you and your grandmother's spirit the best.

[kungfunyannyan]

*pulls out a tissue and wipes her eyes* Thank you. I'm hoping that this party will lift my spirits. I don't like feeling so down. *sighs* I just feel so much older right now that it's not funny. I don't want to get wrinkles at my age.

[studmuffinangel]

I know EXACTLY what you mean by feeling older. I went through the same thing. I agree that a party can lift your spirits, and I'm sure your grandmother would want you to continue enjoying life.

Take care and see you soon!

[kungfunyannyan]

Yeah. *manages a smile* Thank you for understanding. I'll be okay.

[fallenangeldoma]

Aw, man! *hugs* I'm sorry! *tries not to cry* It's really hard losing a loved one, huh? *hangs head*

[kungfunyannyan]

*sighs* Yeah. The worst part about it is that I was the only one to see her go. When I called my family, they acted like vultures and tried to take her stuff, rather than see her off to the spirit world. I was so pissed that I kicked them all out! *sneers* My family didn't care that she was alive, and now that she's gone, all they want is her stuff! That's all willed to me and no one's getting a damned thing!

[fallenangeldoma]

O.O *curses* People are so sick! I'm sorry! *hugs*

[kungfunyannyan]

*sneers* Yeah, but that's just them. They didn't care then and they don't care now. I just thought that being around people will help me, as long as it's not my family.

[sammytech]

*hugs* I am so sorry Vivian. If you need help taking care of those relatives I have your back.

[kungfunyannyan]

*laughs* Nah, I think they got the hint when I fired a black powder cannon at the steps to chase them off the property.

[sammytech]

Good for you.