Hello again, citizens. Here's another life update, you are so excite!
Ok, so I know that those of you who could be fucked to be helpful voted on the RiRi hair, but I'm probably gonna go with this:
Because Texas is fucking hot and I can't be fucked to do shit with my hair except maybe spray some shit in it and apply mousse. Also, I want to try a short haircut for once. Like a professionally cut short haircut just to see how shit goes.
♥ Today I enrolled in my drivers ed online course. Just a few seconds ago, actually. While I had originally planned to wait until I was moved (really I just wanted to get the fuck out of this apartment), I started thinking about things all week long and trying to figure out what the best course of action would be. So after thinking long and hard and re-thinking and re-planning things in my head, blah blah blah, I decided instead of just moving out by the end of this summer, it would probably benefit me way more if I got some shit together first. So, I guess I'm shooting for January or February? Maybe December, idek. Anyway, it'll be later than I want but things will be more stable for me. It gives me a chance to get my license, save more money, buy apartment things while I still have some disposable income and buy gifts to cover everyone for Christmas. Just impulsively doing shit is what got me in Texas in the first place and now I'm fucking stuck here, soooo I don't want to fuck myself anymore.
Waiting and getting my license and car would also allow me to start looking for places in North Austin where it's cheaper and there's more shit to do and I can just commute to my job. It also provides me with way more job opportunities, so if anything unlucky should happen to me I'll have more places to apply to and my boring fucking little life can at least be lived comfortably.
♥ There's another major, major thing I'm planning for but it's one of those things that I will refuse to talk about in detail. I just wanted to let the other person involved in it know, that no matter what - except, you know, 2012 really being the end of the world or unexpected death from one of us or smth - IT IS STILL ON. We will do this in 3 or 4 years and it will be glorious and we will do it together and it will be the best time of our lives. I don't care if I have to get two jobs to do this, this will happen.
♥ I'm going to the doctor's on Friday and I hope she doesn't suck. :( I'm just going for a check-up and to get some anxiety help since my panic attacks have started hitting me in the daytime. I'm also gonna ask about all that fun breast cancer shit and set up another appointment for my leg and head issues that I've been having. I hope she's nice and can fix me.
♥ Today I went out to MT and picked up a bunch of asian snacks because I guess I'm a weeaboo/koreaboo/kimcheeboo? whatevz. Anyway, they had coconut pocky and seaweed and salt potato chips that I need to get on. So I did. And I got earl grey milk tea, green curry paste and MOTHERFUCKING RICE CAKE SOUP.I also got two boxes of Corn Pops since they will be extinct soon. I also experienced Torchy's Tacos for the first time ever. They were ok. I also went to book people and got myself a lunch/grocery bag that I wanted from Plasticland, a Korean grammar book and I got Terry "I, Lucifer". It would've been a nice day out if no one had gotten pissy later and I hadn't had to talk about my failure of a life a little bit. Oh, if only I had known - there were so many things I'd've done. Ah, well, I don't have a time machine so there's no changing the stupid shit I've done. Hopefully, I've improved a little for real and am not just imagining things.
♥ I'm a little dehydrated so everything is fuzzy in my head.
♥ Got tickets for me and Duckie to see the midnight showing of Harry Potter Thurs, her Ravenclaw tie is coming soon and I have my Slytherin tie and dress shirt ready. Tried it all on this morning and I have to say, I look fucking handsome as shit in a tie. I hate how I look all the time, but I'd do me in a tie. So I guess I'm going to walk around dressed like a dapper gentlemen forever now.
♥ Drama list I will plow through before the year is out: Coffee Prince, The Devil, Bloody Monday 1 & 2, Spec 2, Unstoppable Marriage, City Hunter, Personal Taste, Bad Guy, Heartstrings, Playful Kiss and maybe something else.
♥ Fin
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