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had to work early, had a decent amount of people for once, and got home normal time.
found out that an old neighbor of mine, whos son was my closest friend when we were little, is dying of cancer. when mom told me i guess i was in shock at first. and now my shock has turned into denial, and now realization. i havent seen any of them for probably like 4 years, but after practically growing up over there.. gawd it almost seems as tho they were like my foster parents. maybe im being a bit selfish. when i think of what their son, my oldest friend, will b going through shortly. hes a year younger than i, so he will lose his father probably before he graduates highschool. (its almost like those sappy-teary stories that country singers base their songs off of.)
still in denial for now.
ja.
found out that an old neighbor of mine, whos son was my closest friend when we were little, is dying of cancer. when mom told me i guess i was in shock at first. and now my shock has turned into denial, and now realization. i havent seen any of them for probably like 4 years, but after practically growing up over there.. gawd it almost seems as tho they were like my foster parents. maybe im being a bit selfish. when i think of what their son, my oldest friend, will b going through shortly. hes a year younger than i, so he will lose his father probably before he graduates highschool. (its almost like those sappy-teary stories that country singers base their songs off of.)
still in denial for now.
ja.