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I woke up a few hours into sleep from a dream I could not figure out (even while dreaming). I was at a Taiwanese family's home as a guest and I was offered this, rather large, room with french doors (always french doors in my creepy dreams...). However, even without entering the room I could feel the chill there and the lights would occasionally turn on and become a "spotlight" on me momentarily...There was this one moment where the door flung open cause some kid came through and a desk light from within the room turned up and on to shine light on me. And this is while I was talking to the hosts, but they seemed to ignore it as if it were somehow normal.
...Then I had an older brother (apparently?) and he was going to stay in another room, and I don't remember what I said to him but I do remember suddenly speaking Chinese and even calling him brother (which is so weird T-T). So I told the hosts that that room is rather creepy and asked them if I could stay in my brother's room instead, and they agreed to this. Only when I finally managed to go to the other room I no longer had a brother o_o;; Because that was a larger room with two or three bunk bed style structures where the upper bed is small and the lower one is large? (do you know what I'm explaining?!) And there were these teenage girls there, about 3? and I asked them which bed I could have, and they said the upper one, but I found one that was unoccupied in the corner, on the lower level, and decided I would just throw my stuff down there. When I turned around, there was a lot of fuss over this other girl, and everyone was gathered around her on one of the beds while little kids ran about. She had long, straight, light brown hair, a little eyeshadow, t-shirt and jeans, and she lay sideways on the bed while the girls poked her with questions. I wondered where the hell did she come from and I asked many times aloud, but was ignored. More like, I felt like I couldn't even be heard. I felt like I didn't really exist, like I wasn't really there, like I were a ghost.
And then I woke up.