'rescue me from hanging on this life'

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did you know that 'mulatto' really means donkey? all this time i've been proudly calling myself a mulatto...the worst is finding out i've been insulting myself this whole time.

i feel like an ass

i now refer to myself as a halfrican. it's waaay better.

onto the white board they go, but even though they say 'dry erase markers' they don't erase. so each time ya use 'em, there's forever going to be some sort of evidence on the white board. so deep ( Read more... )

i walked to the beach today at lunch - which i often do cause i hate staying here alllll day long. i used to have 'lunch buddies', but one left for a rad upgrade and one had a baby [the audacity] and the last one always wears heals and is way to high maintenance to walk to the beach. so i go alone a lot now. which has been really cool actually. it' ( Read more... )

k, the coolest thing ever! i went for lunch toay with my bro!! no, like my real-blood-brother-well- half-blood-anyways-bro. you thought i was an only child didn'tcha...mwaahaaaa!!! he's soo rad though. he works in vancity, lives like 10 min from where i work...why? why haven't i seen him in OVER A YEAR ( Read more... )

12:28...WHAT HA...oops. that's better...what happens when your heart runs away with you and before you have time to tackle it to the ground it's started to lift off? what then? oh. this is delicate. how does one find a sense of being completely grounded w hen it comes to such...i dunno. emotions that refuse to be so easily subjected? i hate that i' ( Read more... )

i made the raddest salad for lunch today! i'm soo pleased with myself! i'm usually a sandwhich girl. like i've been baggin lunches for close to a year and a half and i'd say 14 of those months have been sandwhiches. how redundent! cream cheeze and cucumber, luncheon meats [wich are loaded with nitrates all you baggers!! beware!], tuna, even just ( Read more... )

has anybody seen steve's post??! so i'm a little bit choked about that last option. HAVE YOU READ THAT SHIZNIT?! 'cuter than kurlow'. whoa. that's a harsh blow man ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel really sad right now. allofa sudden. no explanation. yah thanks, it's not hormones. i swear there are parts of my mind working overtime that i don't even know exist. that would explain a lot. i've been mulling over that 'as i see it' booklet by carissa. wow. some pretty intense thoughts packed inta there. i found it really ( Read more... )

i can't believe how long i could just sit at my desk - my computer? - and read everyone's entries [for those of you who are wondering, that could potentially be a looong time]. like it's 9:38 right now. yikes. two things though: 1. i've had something in my eye for the last 30 min. it's one of those terribly annyoing specks of dust that won't ( Read more... )

i tried 'updating' without anything for it to... update. yup. i'm a smartie. this is way to confusing. i just wanna pick my mood man....so much to do, so little time!!!o