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if things werent stressful enough...i found out my one friend may have impregnated my other friend and i cant even say anything cause i am not supposed to know ...wow doesnt that seem sorta fucked up? anywayz i dunno i am really kinda fucked up in my emotions . everythings been alright except for that.i dunno how to feel anymore..i am kinda just ( Read more... )

just was sitting here listening to music and started thinking...about life...ex's ...i hate that part...and everything...i just wish things had been different through out my life...relationships..experiences...everything...i wish i never had to grow up...it changed me too much...i want the old me back i guess... but the worst part is i know i can ( Read more... )

i have had the most fucked week in my entire life....i saw my roommate go to jail for beating my other roommate ...i didnt get to do much to help her cause i didnt know anything was happening...the downside to be the philosophical one on the roof blaring music into your ears. then my good friend he snapped on a shitload of pills and i called to ( Read more... )

i have had the night from hell...no house phone anymore cause this ass of a housemate ripped the cords out the wall. beth my one housemate her boyfriend threw her around and shit and i didnt know anything was going on!! i hate that. i am really just awake...i haven't slept yet. i am seriously done....this is bullshit...i was being emotional sorry ( Read more... )

bored..dunno...boreed...tired...boreed...boorrreed...tired..

i figured i would update cause i had the time...whats up to anyone who even reads this anymore and well who cares anywayz. i figure i need to just vent a lil. i have been preparing for a fight with a dude a couple streets down cause him and his drunk ass friends started some shit with me when i was walking one night and i blew them off and they ( Read more... )

sitting here listening to the new tool song thinking...i just wanna get out and do something constructive at some point...well this is kinda constructive i guess...i dunno.... i just wanna get out. i am bored with my daily life...maybe i should burn my house down...lol...i wish....anywayz i dunno just feel really bored... i guess i am gonna stop ( Read more... )

sitting here in frankies living room i start to think.think about how strange and at points, shitty ( Read more... )

ahh so much has happened and well considering i dont update much i better try to get it all out there. i stopped doing drugs! go meeeee....4 weeks clean.. all i do is drink lots of caffine, smoke cigarettes and thats really it....well i drank half a gallon of whiskey on my boy's b-day...so if i wanna drink i better have lots of money cause i drink ( Read more... )