Death and the maiden

[kuroaay]

Well... its been a while since I posted and there have been a lot of things going on.  I went to Orlando and Chicago, but most importantly I met S.  We haven't really talked since I met her over a week ago, but it was a very interesting encounter to say the least.  We spent well over 4 hours together, and even though it was never awkward, it was

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It's never going to change

[anonymous]

Your post states that you still have feelings for S and that she's married to someone else and will never leave him. You neglect to mention that S also still has feelings for you. Please don't make her out to be a one-dimensional person who dumped you to marry someone to be "content." You and I both know that's not why she did what she did.

I'm not saying this because I care what other people who read this blog think. I just care what you think. That's all that matters to me and I hope you're not under some gross misconception that S will be content if you let go.