20/NOV Leave or stay (LOCK)

[kei_aki]

Characters involved: Koyama Keiichiro & Kamenashi Kazuya
rating: i am not sure here >_Koyama turned off his phone the day before. Not that he would expect people to call him, he disappointed everyone. It was just vacation from school but all felt it as if Kurogin was over. That made him more guilty

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[kurogin_kazu]

Kazuya was sitting on the floor his back resting against the bed.
He was looking at the packed bags near the desk, his dad asked him to visit them. It would be a change of place, he would have time to think. But he was hesitant, he didnt know what to do.

He heard the knock on the door and also Koyamas voice.
He bit down on his lip.
"Come in." He said his face facing the window, not looking at the door.

[kei_aki]

Koyama entered and it took him few seconds to find where the other boy is. He sat beside him and said.

"I wish I had a guts to punch you hard. I can`t believe you..." he said in a slightly angry voice.

(ooc. please can you leave me mail or be online in like....5 hours? I am really really out of colors because I feel like you are angry with me Ivonne and I can`t stand it... everything here is shit from tomorrow and just the idea of you feeling betrayed by me feels aweful. I cried... )

[kurogin_kazu]

"Then do it, if i could i would do it myself." He gave a sigh.
"And actually you are saying this? The one who already found a place and would leave any minute?" his voice was more disappointed then angry.

(ooc. sorry, but i can be online now for about 1,5 hours, i have afternoon classes and i wont be at home till 8pm or so. And i am not angry it just that actually seeing that quite hit me hard.)

[kei_aki]

Koyama looked at Kame and held his shoulder:
"Look at me. You said you are not interested in excuses, fine, I won´t give you any. I wont tell you that I didn´t actually decided yet cause I wanted to talk to you, I wont tell you that the picture was just random picture of some flat that I didn´t even bothered to find an address yet and that I didn´t even called a single reality agency yet, I won´t fucking tell you any of this because if you are able to call my "I love you" empty words I have no words to tell you anymore." his voice got broken close to the end and he gulped down the tighteness of coming tears in his throat.

[kurogin_kazu]

Kazuya chuckled.
"I was just joking." He said and snuggled closer to Koyama again. He just wanted to stay close to the other.
"I am not going to leave here, but i am going to visit my family. Most likey next week. Do you - Kazuya swallowed - want to come with me?"

[kei_aki]

Koyama chuckled too, knowing the other one wasn´t as much joking as he tries to pretend now. When he heard the rest of his words, he was quiet for a while.

"Your parent´s know? That...I mean that you..." he couldn´t get the right word out. He wasn´t a gay himself, he liked girls too, but he never really tried to ask the other one, right? Much less was interested if his parents know, but since he is going to meet them...

[kurogin_kazu]

"Un, they know that i like boys too. They also knew about me and Ji. They are ok with it."

[kei_aki]

Kei was thinking silently again for a while.
"When are we leaving then?" he smiled into his words. It felt...nice.

[kurogin_kazu]

"The flight goes on Monday the 23rd at 9 am. We would go to Paris, France not to Berlin. My dad got a week free from work and they want to go to France. Is that ok, with you?"

[kei_aki]

"PARIS??!" he exclaimed and sat up looking at Kame incredulously.

"I thought we are going to CHIBAA!!??"

He suddenly realized that having sex and not really talk has it´s disadvantages.