Aku made shitsuji desu kara
Basics:
1. Name: Shaf
2. Age: Hmmm
3. Gender: female
4. Do you have a preference for being stamped as a male or a female character?No.
In-Depth:
5. Your personality in general: I'm level headed, independent and reliable. I do have my outbursts of emotion, although I'm working on holding those down. I have an uncanny ability to see right through people. I'm wary and fairly jaded. I wasn't always that way, but working has taught me that being "nice" just doesn't cut it in the real world. I have been told that I am twisted. I enjoy a good conversation, am easygoing and I dislike burdening others with my needs. Part of me wants to reach out and help people, but the other part of me thinks that sometimes people really deserve the situations they get themselves into. I'm generally pleasant but I've got a sadistic streak that makes me want to see people twist in the wind. It's just fun. I also like to people watch. Sometimes I feel like an alien who is observing all the stupid things people do that hurt themselves and others. I seem very polite but I've got a weird kinky side that seeps out.
6. Strengths: I enjoy learning, and I'm well rounded. I can spout off a lot of unnecessary information at will. I'm calm, self assured, pragmatic, organized, detail oriented and very healthy. I'm incredibly tenacious and I have a lot of energy. If I make a promise with someone, I will do my best to fulfill it. I have a strong sense of duty and a lot of patience, but when my patience is gone, it gets very, very ugly.
7. Weaknesses: When I dislike someone, I won't even give them the time of day. Occasionally, I take on more than I can handle. Once in a while, I'm too blunt and harsh when I think I'm being honest. I'm anal and a perfectionist, so I waste time on things that are, sometimes, inconsequential. I become distracted easily and I tend to ramble. I'm also late to appointments, but I'm working on improving that as well.
8. Dreams: I have many, but one of them is to be an elegant, well rounded, attractive, badass. I think Gackt, Leonardo Da Vinci and Macguyver are pretty ace.
9. Fears: That this world is all there is. There has to be more.
10. Talents: The ability to parallel park and read very quickly. I'm also good at domestic/housekeeping duties (I have no interest in them. It's just part of what I do for a living.) I'm very good at improvising on the fly and I have a broad educational background. I've had a lot of different jobs, and I've gained skills from each other those as well.
11. Hobbies: I don't have much time for them anymore, due to my work. I like sewing, running, working out, reading and playing video games. I try to keep up with my knowledge in the fields I studied in college.
12. Likes: Too many to list here. I really like animals. Being physically fit and healthy is important, as is being stylish and well groomed. I love lolita fashion (boystyle and girl), and other styles as well. I like people who mean what they say and are straightforward and honest. I have the deepest respect for those who have a very strong will to live and won't let life's circumstances break them down. I like skulls, roses and fabulous, elegant, dark things.
13. Dislikes: Most average people. Although once in a while, I will be pleasantly surprised by someone's behavior. People who mouth off without any knowledge about the subject at hand. People who are incompetent and can't fulfill their duties. Those who indulge in self-pity and, in general, have a weak spirit. Poor grooming and posture. Passive aggressive behavior. A lack of self awareness and lack of attention to social graces. Lack of foresight. Vulgar displays of wealth and power. Whining.
Favorites:
14. Color? Why?: Red. This sounds a bit pretentious, but anything that is the color of roses, blood and fire has to be my favorite.
15. Animal? Why?: Birds. They don't need screaming metal contraptions to fly.
16. Quote? Why?: "If it won't kill you, it'll only make you stronger." Calvin's Dad in Calvin and Hobbes.
17. Music? Why?: Anything that suits my mood. Classical, rock, rap, I've got a wide palette, although, I must confess that I have a weakness for goofy and/or theatrical bands (Phenomenauts, Psycho le Cemu, Abney Park, Malice Mizer...)
18. Season (Fall, Spring, Winter, Summer)? Why?: Each season has it's appeal for me. If I had to pick one, though, it would be spring. I enjoy watching flower petals fall from trees.
19. Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: I like nearly all of them in their own way.
20. Least favorite Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: The Baron in the Circus ark. It's disgusting the way he uses those children.
Which one? Explain each choice.
21. Mature or Immature: It wouldn't do to be completely mature all the time, would it? One would be quite boring.
22. Leader or Follower: I'm content to simply do my job most of the time, but when I see people falling over themselves I'll step in and take over. I hate seeing people fumble about.
23. Optimistic or Pessimistic: Realistic.
24. Introverted or Extroverted: Extroverted, but I hate to waste my time and energy on uninteresting or toxic people.
25. Free will, Fate or Neither: Free will with a smattering of fate.
26. Impulsive or Cautious: Mostly cautious, although I like to keep people guessing by doing something impulsive from time to time.
27. Social or Anti-Social: Social, in general.
28. Calm or Hyper: Calm, although I do have my outbursts, depending on who I'm around.
29. Family or Friends: Both.
30. Activity or Quiet: I think it's important to have a balance between the two, or else one would be a shut in and that's not very attractive or interesting.
31. Justice or Compassion: In general, justice. Although, in certain cases, compassion may be necessary.
Extras:
32. Would you want to have a contract with Sebastian?I would like to say no. I'm too prideful and, let's face it, if souls exist, then they are the only thing you own in the end. I don't want to resort to a demon for help, but...You never know what life will throw at you. He will be whatever you want him to be. A sexy submissive butler, or a frightening vengeful beast. It'd be hard to say no to that.
33. How would you react to the incompetent workers at Ciel's estate? Be honest. If I knew they were bodyguards I'd probably be fine with them being incompetent at housework. I'd just help them out in any way I could. If I didn't know about that, I really have no clue. Part of me would find their antics amusing, but another part of me would want to kill them all.
34. Just how mischievous are you? Very. I like seeing people's reactions when they're in a difficult situation.
35. Description or Picture:
I'm nothing special; short, curvy, brown hair and eyes. I like to dress up and I'm adamant about being neat and presentable.
I just had to pimp my ride!
I know, three is a lot, but I like my hair here (excuse the myspace scene-child quality of this photo).
36. Anything else: No.
37. Your votes: 1 2 3