Aku made shitsuji desu kara
Basics:
1. Name: Friends call me S (not making that up)
2. Age: 18
3. Gender: Female, at least biologically.
4. Do you have a preference for being stamped as a male or a female character? I'm not even sure about my gender. Go crazy.
In-Depth:
5. Your personality in general: I'm usually kind of quiet, but underneath that I'm completely insane. I find things fascinating that a lot of people would consider weird, at best. I care, I really do, but it just doesn't show most of the time. It can seem like I'm indifferent to other people's misfortune, but really I either don't know what to say or part of me thinks it was somehow deserved. I find things like death and mortality and mental illness and corruption fascinating, which, again, is why I stay quiet most of the time. People tend to think I'm really weird.
6. Strengths: People often come to me for advice, since I sometimes seem to be the only one on earth who pays attention to the way the world works... I'm good at helping people solve their problems (provided they listen to me...), I'm a writer, so I'm good with words, and despite my living area often looking cluttered and disorganized, I can almost always find something when I need it. I follow through on what I say, and I'm almost never late for anything (meaning when other people are late it irritates me)
7. Weaknesses: I'm lousy at making a first impression that doesn't seem like I'm some sort of freak, or that I think I'm better than the people around me (I really don't!...usually.) Also, I have a bit of a short temper, so if people don't listen to me the first time I usually just stop helping them.
8. Dreams: Finish my degree, have my book published, to have a successful career, to travel, and to have a collection of dollfies. Oh, and to someday sleep in a casket for at least one night. Please don't ask me why. They just look so comfortable!
9. Fears: Failure, mostly. Being under someone else's control.
10. Talents: I write, though it's original work, so it's not usually posted here... I can sing pretty well, too, though that probably has to do with the musical family I'm from. I guess you could liist my advice-giving...
11. Hobbies: Reading, writing, taking extremely long walks, listening to music, oh, and collecting dolls. though that one could use some work (lack of funds...)
12. Likes: Kuroshitsuji (obviously), Phoenix Wright, Vampire Doll, Pet Shop of Horrors, Hetalia, music, gothic lolita fashion, green tea with jasmine, litchis, walking at night, and Dracula
13. Dislikes: spicy food, intolerant people, closed-mindedness, ignorance, people who make judgements based on appearance that have nothing to do with appearance, hot weather, shorts, most of the people from my hometown, apathy, pickles, mexican food, oversensitive people, people who blame others for their own mistakes...now I'm ranting
Favorites:
14. Color? Why?: Blue or black, Silver, too, I suppose, but only in dark tones for each of them. I just like the softness of it. Garish colors make me sick.
15. Animal? Why?: I really like snakes. They're so mysterious and strong, and try as you might, you just can't find another animal exactly like them. Stupid Bible gave them such a bad reputation.
16. Quote? Why?: Hm... "私はその血を引く者 涙など流さない" (In case you can't read that, it's "watashi wa sono chi wo hiku mono, namida nado nagasanai"). It means "I am a person concerned with blood, who doesn't shed things like tears." It's from a song by Versailles called SUZERAIN, and it's true. I honestly can't think of the last time I cried; I just want to assess the damage and see what needs to be done.
17. Music? Why?: Well, if you can't tell from above, the music I listen to is mostly aesthetic or visual kei music, the kind that mixes classical instruments with rock sound. Favorite bands are Malice Mizer, Kaya, Versailles, Moi dix Mois, and (to my shame, XD), the new single by Gackt, "Ghost". though I'm not his biggest fan by far.
18. Season (Fall, Spring, Winter, Summer)? Why?: Winter. I hate summer, heat, sunlight, idiots in swimsuits, drunk college students on break, and all the other horrible things that go with the season. XD ...spring and fall are too indesicive. They never stay consistent where I live.
19. Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: Hm. Manga-wise, Undertaker. He cracks me up so much; I just want to spend an afternoon hanging out with him, drinking tea out of beakers and laughing at the world. Anime-wise, probably him and Grell. Grell is just enough excuse-me-wtf-are-you-doing to keep me entertained. Oh, and Finnian is downright adorable.
20. Least favorite Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: LIZZIE. Oh Jesus, Lizzie. She has no regard for anyone but herself, no matter what kind of story the anime threw at us to try and redeem her, and she forces her way into other people's business just to make their lives a reflection of her own interests.
Which one? Explain each choice.
21. Mature or Immature: Mature. I've always been mistaken for older than I really am, more by my actions than my appearance (though I do look to be about 22...)
22. Leader or Follower: Leader in a sublte way. I like to work behind the scenes.
23. Optimistic or Pessimistic: I keep my expectations low so nothing disappoints me, but it's even nicer when things go better than I think they will.
24. Introverted or Extroverted: Introverted. I just don't have the energy to deal with people most days.
25. Free will, Fate or Neither: A mix of both. I believe your decisions influence your fate, but there are some things you just can't change.
26. Impulsive or Cautious: Depends. I tend to over-think things, but if my instincts tell me something is the absolute right thing to do, I'll do it without hesitation. It's worked for me so far.
27. Social or Anti-Social: Ugh. Rather anti-social if it's with people I don't know. If i know them well enough, I can be sociable. I tend to bring the snacks for a get-together because no one else will remember.
28. Calm or Hyper: Calm, usually, but I can get really bouncy and start grinning a lot if I'm excited about something.
29. Family or Friends: I have friends that I consider family. My biological family and I don't get along that well...
30. Activity or Quiet: Quiet, usually. I'd be fine to just stay inside all day and read, but unfortunately, that's not an option.
31. Justice or Compassion: I can be compassionate when the need arises, but if someone truly deserves something, they should get it, be it good or bad.
Extras:
32. Would you want to have a contract with Sebastian? Hm...I can't think of a reason. In Ciel's situation, I might, but I'm neither ten years old nor a newly-found orphan who's been subjected to all kinds of horrors, so I don't think I could really answer this...
33. How would you react to the incompetent workers at Ciel's estate? Be honest. You remember that scene in episode I think six, where Grell gets his face stomped into the floor? Yeah, that's probably how they'd make me feel. I'd give them jobs they could DO, take away bard's flamethrower, fix Meirin's glasses, and make Finnian take Tai Chi or something. And then I'd make Tanaka DO something. Jesus.
34. Just how mischievous are you? More than people think I can be. No one expects me to actually do anything, but I do...in a sublte way;
35. Description or Picture: I don't do pictures. I'm 178 cm tall (that's about 5 foot 10), broad-shouldered, and fond of long sleeves and pants. I wear glasses and my hair is long, black and curly.
36. Anything else: My hands hurt.
37. Your votes:
1-- http://community.livejournal.com/kuroratings/7212.html?view=69164#t69164
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3-- http://community.livejournal.com/kuroratings/7499.html?view=69707#t69707