short one-shot series - part one
Title: I’m sorry
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: YutoYama
Genre: AU, BL, angst, drama
Rating: PG
Part one
I have heard someone said, that loving your best friend is best since he already know you and you already know him.
Really?
Ryosuke settle down next to Yuto on the rooftop. He handed his bestfriend the warm canned ginseng tea and the latter take it with saying his gratitude. For a very long time, this have become their spot whether for lunch, skipping class or whatever thing they thought fun to do.
Ryosuke glance over the blue sky. The strong wind blow the cloud away and few of it are joining together, forming an unknown object. “Beautiful right?” Yuto asked him and he nodded his head.
Sometime, Ryosuke will try to steal a glance to Yuto. The latter have his focus on the blue sky above them with an innocence and sweet smile on his face. He sure really appreciate the beauty of nature around him and that is what make Yuto so attractive.
They have been a good friend for a very long time. Long enough for Ryosuke to finally take their friendship into the next level. He started to realize that he love Yuto. He love his own bestfriend. But he never have gut to say it out loud. Always holding onto his feeling alone each time he saw Yuto getting near someone who can be considerate dangerous and capable to break him and Yuto relationship. Or actually his only since Yuto never know about his feeling.
But at least this time, let him say it out.
Ryosuke bring his knee near his chest. He hold his knee tightly as he started to get nervous suddenly. If he confess, will Yuto accept it? Will he get rejected? All kind of thought lingering around his mind making him to be unaware of his bestfriend stare at him.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” Yuto asked as he reach for Ryosuke bangs and brush it away from covering his eyes. “You look sad.”
Ryosuke shake his head lightly. “Nah~ I’m okay…” He said before taking his canned drink and sipping it until the last drop.
He may can deny it. But till when? He didn’t have all the time in the world. So he take all the courage he have to ask the latter the crucial question.
“Nee Yuto-kun…”
“Hmm?”
“If I say that I like you, will you believe it?”
The time seems to have freeze around them. None of them are saying anything after that. Yuto is completely silent and Ryosuke just glance at his leg. He’s afraid to see Yuto’s reaction. The latter definitely freaked out.
“Haha! Stop joking Ryo-chan!”
Suddenly Yuto burst into laughter. Ryosuke is stiffed on his place. Was loving him really that bad? Yuto just thought it as a joke? “No, I’m not!” Ryosuke replied sternly.
But it didn’t stop Yuto from laughing. Yuto patted Ryosuke back lightly while shaking his head. “Dude seriously, stop joking. I’m not buying it. If you’re bored, just say so. We can go somewhere else to hangout. There is still plenty of time before the next class started.”
Yuto get up and wiped his uniform from the dust. He crooked his body to lean a hand to Ryosuke to stand up. Unfortunately Ryosuke is too heartbroken to even raise up his hand and take Yuto’s help. He’s experiencing his first heartbroken and it hurt like hell.
When Yuto start to ask him what’s wrong, Ryosuke slowly getting up himself without taking Yuto’s hand. His face still look down at his own feet. When Yuto try to reach for his face, Ryosuke stop his hand from doing so and craved a reassuring smile to him.
“I’m okay… yup, I’m just joking around. Well, maybe I did feel a little bored for hanging out at the same place every time.”
Ryosuke can see Yuto sighed. He knows that Yuto is worried about him; he always like that, being overly concern about him, trying to be his knight in shining armor. But now Ryosuke realize, it was all just because he is one of the most important person in Yuto’s life.
Just that. The latter aren’t in love with him. It just one-sided and now it’s over…
“Come, lets go back to class.” Ryosuke said and take the first step to go back to his class.
So does loving your bestfriend the best? Yeah maybe if that person accepted you. But if it ended like this one… trust me, it hurt so much. What make it worse is, you are forced to face your heartbreaker every day after that. pathetic right?
A/N: Yo minna! finally I'm back from my holiday. It was a very long one right, huhu~ since I spend most of the time playing around, I don't have anything to post and when I check my folder in my laptop, I found an unfinished fan-fic like this one. so I decided to post this and finish it. It was so short and can be considerate as drabble I guess...
oh well, I hope you like it though it was angst. pardon me;
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: YutoYama
Genre: AU, BL, angst, drama
Rating: PG
Part one
I have heard someone said, that loving your best friend is best since he already know you and you already know him.
Really?
Ryosuke settle down next to Yuto on the rooftop. He handed his bestfriend the warm canned ginseng tea and the latter take it with saying his gratitude. For a very long time, this have become their spot whether for lunch, skipping class or whatever thing they thought fun to do.
Ryosuke glance over the blue sky. The strong wind blow the cloud away and few of it are joining together, forming an unknown object. “Beautiful right?” Yuto asked him and he nodded his head.
Sometime, Ryosuke will try to steal a glance to Yuto. The latter have his focus on the blue sky above them with an innocence and sweet smile on his face. He sure really appreciate the beauty of nature around him and that is what make Yuto so attractive.
They have been a good friend for a very long time. Long enough for Ryosuke to finally take their friendship into the next level. He started to realize that he love Yuto. He love his own bestfriend. But he never have gut to say it out loud. Always holding onto his feeling alone each time he saw Yuto getting near someone who can be considerate dangerous and capable to break him and Yuto relationship. Or actually his only since Yuto never know about his feeling.
But at least this time, let him say it out.
Ryosuke bring his knee near his chest. He hold his knee tightly as he started to get nervous suddenly. If he confess, will Yuto accept it? Will he get rejected? All kind of thought lingering around his mind making him to be unaware of his bestfriend stare at him.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” Yuto asked as he reach for Ryosuke bangs and brush it away from covering his eyes. “You look sad.”
Ryosuke shake his head lightly. “Nah~ I’m okay…” He said before taking his canned drink and sipping it until the last drop.
He may can deny it. But till when? He didn’t have all the time in the world. So he take all the courage he have to ask the latter the crucial question.
“Nee Yuto-kun…”
“Hmm?”
“If I say that I like you, will you believe it?”
The time seems to have freeze around them. None of them are saying anything after that. Yuto is completely silent and Ryosuke just glance at his leg. He’s afraid to see Yuto’s reaction. The latter definitely freaked out.
“Haha! Stop joking Ryo-chan!”
Suddenly Yuto burst into laughter. Ryosuke is stiffed on his place. Was loving him really that bad? Yuto just thought it as a joke? “No, I’m not!” Ryosuke replied sternly.
But it didn’t stop Yuto from laughing. Yuto patted Ryosuke back lightly while shaking his head. “Dude seriously, stop joking. I’m not buying it. If you’re bored, just say so. We can go somewhere else to hangout. There is still plenty of time before the next class started.”
Yuto get up and wiped his uniform from the dust. He crooked his body to lean a hand to Ryosuke to stand up. Unfortunately Ryosuke is too heartbroken to even raise up his hand and take Yuto’s help. He’s experiencing his first heartbroken and it hurt like hell.
When Yuto start to ask him what’s wrong, Ryosuke slowly getting up himself without taking Yuto’s hand. His face still look down at his own feet. When Yuto try to reach for his face, Ryosuke stop his hand from doing so and craved a reassuring smile to him.
“I’m okay… yup, I’m just joking around. Well, maybe I did feel a little bored for hanging out at the same place every time.”
Ryosuke can see Yuto sighed. He knows that Yuto is worried about him; he always like that, being overly concern about him, trying to be his knight in shining armor. But now Ryosuke realize, it was all just because he is one of the most important person in Yuto’s life.
Just that. The latter aren’t in love with him. It just one-sided and now it’s over…
“Come, lets go back to class.” Ryosuke said and take the first step to go back to his class.
So does loving your bestfriend the best? Yeah maybe if that person accepted you. But if it ended like this one… trust me, it hurt so much. What make it worse is, you are forced to face your heartbreaker every day after that. pathetic right?
A/N: Yo minna! finally I'm back from my holiday. It was a very long one right, huhu~ since I spend most of the time playing around, I don't have anything to post and when I check my folder in my laptop, I found an unfinished fan-fic like this one. so I decided to post this and finish it. It was so short and can be considerate as drabble I guess...
oh well, I hope you like it though it was angst. pardon me;