i miss being with someone ( Read more... )

i hung out with andi ian sean jackie and jason yesterday for a little while. it was fun and then i had to come home early ( Read more... )

you people treat me like a fucking 9 year old.

fuck my family
fuck them up there stupid asses.

aghhh

( fuck you )

i'm not really sure whats going on this weekend ( Read more... )

my mom won't let me go to night school.

i guess i'm gonna try and stay in school and really try to pass
i want to get a good job when im older.

i'm trying to stay calm
but i'm scared out of my mind. seriously.

im going to night school i fucking hate ahs

friday-i have no idea what happened that day. ian went to the mall and me and andi hung out. thats all i remember. oh YEAH we hung out with that new kid in school sean. he's awesome he had some bud with him so we smoked a little bit. we walked everywhere with him and then we walked him halfway home. he's really nice. i like him ( Read more... )

so hungry
so fucked up
so stupid
so excited
so nervous

i hope this doesn't lead to anything.
that's all i say

jason m just came over. he walked to my house all the way from the mall. he wanted to apologize for the whole thing about jackie. i told him i wasn't exactly mad at him i was mad at everybody involved with it. and people who lied right to jackies face. he told me a lot of things and i felt so bad for him. i hope he knows i'm here for him because he ( Read more... )