all you want to be ( Read more... )

since saira didn't do it...i am going to ( Read more... )

why don't people ever say what they mean? do they think that it's fun to fill your head with all kinds of hopes and dreams and stories just so they can see what you do? is it a fun way of manipulating people so that you can get what you want? does it crack you up to know that you are driving me crazy? do you think that i'm an idiot and that i ( Read more... )

if i had to walk to world ( Read more... )

i got what the people want ( Read more... )

soo i'm updating from florida. things are good here. just a few more days and i will be home. i need to give all the boys hugs ( Read more... )

still i'm convinced ( Read more... )

so i came back from florida on monday. had a serious breakdown by tuesday. felt a little better by thursday. and now i finally have time to post ten thousand pictures. enjoy.

( what i did on my summer vacation )

i really dont understand why i do this to myself all the time. i put my time, effort, energy, and emotion into something just to be left with absolutely nothing. NOTHING. sure this time i was taking a giant risk. i was willing to jeapardize my job and anything else i needed to do, but that was all for nothing ( Read more... )

i'd rather be here
than anywhere with you
(not true)

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