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[kusari]

today was a relatively good day....but i'm gonna kick Dissa's booty...that girl NEVER e-mails me back....grrrrr...grrrrr...i say. i found out yesterday that my liss may be leaving me to go to school in CA, leaving me in boring ole' PA for a few months...well FINE THEN! ha! i'm sorry but i've moved really far from home before unprepared...and got

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[joslynne]

sweetie ...
I'm not getting ANY e-mail from you *8(
e-mail me today, and tonight I'll peek in my junk folder and see if it's going there by accident,
okay?
*8(

P.S.
I moved out here with $200
I'm doing fine *8)
Come with her *8)

[kusari]

yeah, i realized you moved out there with only $200, but remember doll, you had someone well off and settled waiting for you to help you out. liss and i would be goig out there blind, and frankly, you know how FL was for me, i don't want that again- albiet this time i wouldn't be doing dumb shit like spending all my money on snow. but still, moving out there unprepared scares me, CA is a looooong way from home and i don't want to get fucked over. i haven't done much in terms of a REAL job, just a bunch of bullshit here and there, nothing that's going to get me anwhere. that worries me most of all, finding a job, especially one that i can live off of. i realize they pay more, but it's all relative anyways, considering everything friggin' costs more. trust me, i'd love to go, if i knew she and i could do it, but dammit...i don't KNOW anything of the sort. my gut's telling me it'll be a mistake, i don't know if that's just because i've been jaded when it comes to this stuff (everytime i've left my home, i've been

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[joslynne]

everyone thinks that I had Jay ...
I did ...
but I also wound up sleeping on someone's living room floor for MONTHS and now I'm stuck in the attic of a smelly shit hole.
I struggled ... but it was fun.

I can totally understand, no pressure.
I love Liss, but she is young, and jaded, unlike you ...

*8)

but anyway ..
I'll e-mail you my numbers *8)

[kusari]

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hun, she's not jaded like me. as much as i love lissa, i realize that she follows her initial instincts and urges. she's adamantly stated "I'M GOING!"
regardless. and seeing it from her perspective, i cant say i blame her for it. liss has never seen the world, and it hasn't burned her yet. all i'm saying is, if we don't both come out there exactly at the same time, you watch out for her, you got me? and if there is a stutter in our arrival, it won't be for long. maybe just a few 2 or 3 months...i could save an extra
2,000 or 3,000 in that time, and that may not be much by CA standards...but that's an extra couple grand i'd rather have in my pocket for insurance.
i AM going out there eventually, but i don't want to do so hanging by the seat of my pants. liss and i have some things to do first.
anyways kiddo, i'll talk to ya soon. MWAH!

-ry