i'm sleeeepy...all kindsa yawning...aww damn. i wish my lil liss' was older...i wanted a beer tonight. oh well, there's always tommorow. i like it, i haven't been this at peace with myself and my surrounding in quite awhile. that girl has quite an affect on me.

i feel like such a fool,i've realized that nothing will ever change for me unless i stop acting like a dumbfuck and change my attitude towards my relationship with lissa. our fire that once burned so
bright...but now we have this habit of taking each other for granted. dammit, i hate this shit.

haha, i always thought myself to be a little like yoda...booyah. this just proves it.


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goddamn it is hot outside...yuck...90 degrees and a load of humidity. it's one of those days that as soon as you go outside your clothes make like a vaccum seal and just go STICK! ugh...i hope it rains...it'll cool things off. work's gonna be a sweatbox...UPS sucks in high-heat...i'm so not looking forward to it. there will be no outside training ( Read more... )

I took this picture of Liss', the mask is from david mack's Kabuki series.
I love the angle of this one.

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dammit, my back hurts...i think i may have to go do some yoga here soon. figures, it's nice all day and as soon as i get out of work and feel like training outside...it has to look like it's gonna rain ( Read more... )

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i have to take some film to be developed today. i shot some photos of Lissa(Oxandria). She took some of me as well, so maybe i'll just post my mug up in here later today or tommorow.

i was thinking tody on the formless order of water, how no matter what it's contained in (stream, cup, teapot, whatever) it remains in and of itself formless, instead, becoming that in which it is contained. the formlessness of water seems to me, to be a metaphor of life, and how we as living things must adapt to our environment ( Read more... )