Title : Why...?
Pairing : RyuShin
Rating : R
He was walking down the street, not knowing really where to go. Luckily, he found a hat in the things he threw in his bag, so he put it on for a little disguise.
He had been walking for about 15 minutes, and finally he knew where he was. He went up to the apartment he had been to a few times. Staring at the door, he debated on if he should push the door bell or not.
"Ryutaro?"
He quickly looked to his side, seeing a surprised Yabu. "Um..."
"What..." The older looked down, seeing the bags. "...is going on?"
"My mom...kicked me out..."
"Eh?" His eyes widened. "Why?" He quickly walked up to the younger. Ryutaro just shook his head. "Lets go inside..." He got his keys out, unlocking his apartment, letting Ryutaro go in.
They set the bags down, and Yabu sat in front of Ryutaro. "Now...what happened?"
Ryutaro shook his head again. "I did...something awful..."
"What is it?" Yabu was speaking softly, trying to comfort Ryutaro.
"I...I h-had...sex...with someone..." His voice started shaking.
"Who?"
Ryutaro shook his head, tears falling from his eyes. "No! If I tell you...you'll look at me the same way mom did...shock, confused...and disgust...I don't want you to hate me to." He was sobbing now.
"Ryu..." Yabu pulled the younger into a hug, rubbing his back. "Please..."
Ryutaro clung to Yabu's shirt, and he continued sobbing. "Shintaro." He whispered.
"Eh?" Yabu was shocked.
Ryutaro pushed Yabu away. "See, your going to look at me with disgust now! But, its not my fault I feel in love with him! I didn't choose to fall in love with him, it just happened." He fell to the ground, sobbing. "Please don't push me away...like mom did...
Yabu stared at him for a few seconds. "Ryu..." He got down, pulling him into his arms again. "I won't push you away...I may not understand this...but I won't push you away...ever."
Ryutaro started sobbing harder, clinging to Yabu's shirt. "Thank you...Yabu."
What felt likes hours later, Ryutaro finally stopped crying. Yabu pulled back slightly, to see his eyes closed. He carefully stood up, and carried Ryutaro to the spare room, laying him on the bed, and covering him with a blanket.
He reached over, brushing some hair from the youngers face, whispering. "I don't understand your love Ryu...but I won't push you away."
After that, Yabu insisted on Ryutaro staying with him, which Ryutaro was very thankful for.
His mom agreed to let Shintaro stay in JE, as long as him and Ryutaro didn't do anything together. If they had to do something, on the same show or something, she would always come and watch, staring at Ryutaro.
No one else knew what happened. His mom didn't tell Johnny, or any of the JUMP members. All they knew, was something bad happened, and he couldn't see his family anymore.
Ryutaro was 20 now, and he walked into the living room to find Yabu. "Kota, I need to talk to you."
"Oh, about what?"
"Well...I think i'm old enough to be on my own now, so i'm going to be moving out soon."
"Eh? Really...?"
"Yeah. I just wanted to say...that i'm really thankful for you...I don't know what would have happened to me...if it wasn't for you. Also...I know you want Hika to move in...but i'm kinda in the way, so now...you better ask him to move in after I move out, got it?"
Yabu smiled, and laughed lightly. "I will..." He got up, hugging Ryutaro. "It was nice having you here..."
He has been on his own for about 1 1/2 years now, living in a small apartment alone.
He sighed, sitting on the couch to watch t.v. It said the date on the side of the screen, and he frowned. "When was it Shin's birthday already...he'll be 18 today..." He felt tears building up.
He hated that he missed so much of his brothers life. The door bell ringing, brought him out of his thoughts. Getting up, he ran to the door, opening it. His eyes widened. "Shintaro?"
"Hi~!" He smiled.
"W-What...are you doing here?"
"Well, I turned 18 today...i'm legal now, and I don't care what mom says...I can do what I want now...and what I want, is to be with you."
Ryutaro stared at him, still shocked to see him. "Eh?"
Shintaro laughed lightly. "Can I come in?"
Ryutaro nodded, letting Shintaro come in. He noticed the younger had a few bags with him. "Shin..."
Shintaro sighed, setting the bags down. "That is...only if you still want me...?"
Ryutaro slowly reached out, touching the youngers cheek, almost to make sure he wasn't dreaming. "Shin..." The tears he was holding back, finally fell from his eyes.
"I love you Ryu."
Ryutaro grabbed his shirt, pulling him into a kiss. He turned them around, pressing Shintaro against a wall, deepening the kiss. "I love you to Shintaro." He wrapped his arms around Shintaro, pressing his face against the younger neck. "I can't believe you are here...I missed you so much."
Shintaro tightly wrapped his arms around Ryutaro. "I missed you to...I had this planned since it all happened...i've been waiting for my 18th birthday...so I could be with you again."
Ryutaro pulled back, smiling. "Happy birthday Shin." Leaning in, he kissed him again.
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I don't know if the legal age in Japan is 18 or not, but thats what it is in my story XP
Hope everyone likes it :3