Feelings of the Past (Chpt. 4/?)
Title : Feelings of the Past (Chpt. 4/?)
Pairing : Chiitaro, mentions of others
Rating : PG-13
"Ne, Ryu..." Yuri climbed into his younger boyfriends lap, wrapping his arms around his neck, chewing on his bottom lip, using his best puppy eyes.
Ryutaro smiled at his cute boyfriend, wrapping his arms around him, pulling him closer. "What?"
"Will you always love me?"
Confusion was in the youngers eyes, but he nodded. "Of course."
"But, what if we have some really big fight, and break up?"
"What are you even asking Yuri? You already know you have completely stolen my heart, and no matter what, it will always be yours."
Yuri smiled, leaning in to kiss the younger. He broke the kiss, hearing an annoying beeping noise. He looked around, trying to find the noise, then looked back at Ryutaro...who wasn't there anymore. His eyes blinked open, staring at a white ceiling. He looked around, seeing the machine standing beside him that was beeping. He ran his eyes down the tube, to his arm where an i.v. was connected. Confusion hit him. The last thing he remembers was being at dance practice...and the dream with Ryutaro, wasn't actually a dream, but a memory of the past.
The door was pushed open, with Kota walking in, his eyes surprised. "Yuri! You're awake...finally." He stepped out of the door again, calling a doctor. After a few check ups, and test from the doctor, he left again, letting Kota come back in the room.
"How long have I been out?"
"About 24 hours now. How are you feeling?"
"I feel...really out of it. What happened?"
"You fainted at dance practice...you haven't been taking proper care of yourself, have you?"
Yuri looked away from the older. "I've been stressed out..."
"I know...but still, you can't just think yourself right now Yuri. What if something serious happened to you...you have to think of Erina right now to, what would she do without you?"
"I know! Wait, where is she right now?"
"Calm down, she is with Yuto and Keito." Kota came to sit beside the younger, brushing some hair that had fallen into his face. "Would it really be so bad for Ryutaro to come into her life?"
"Like I have told you, I don't want to get hurt again..."
"Why would you? Do you still love him?"
"I...I don't...know...I want to hate him...but I just...it's hard to."
"So you are really just scared of you getting hurt again...don't you think that is being selfish Yuri? Do you think you are doing the right thing for Erina?"
"I know I am being selfish...I would actually like for him to be in her life...I just don't want him in my life...what if I fall for him again, and I end up getting crushed again?"
"I don't think that will happen...when I picked Erina up from school today, I met him...we talked for a while, and he told me about how much he hates himself, for hurting you...he beats himself up all the time for loosing you, the most precious thing he ever had...he hates himself even more now knowing you had Erina without him, and had to through it without him...he wishes he was there, but he can't go back in time...so he wishes now, to do what he can for you now, and wants to be in Erina's life somehow."
Silence filled the room, as Yuri processed everything Kota had just said. "Okay...I will let him spend time with her, but only with a few rules..."
Kota smiled, getting up to hug Yuri. "Good. I think this is the right thing to do Yuri."
That night, Kota was helping Yuri to his apartment. They stepped inside, smelling the sent of something baking, when Erina came running out of the kitchen, white flour on her face. "Mommy!" She ran over to Yuri, hugging him tightly.
Hikaru came from the kitchen, with an apron on, smiling at them. "She insisted on making cookies for you."
"Aww, thank you Erina." Yuri bent down, kissing her forehead, hugging her tightly. "Were you good for everyone while I was sick?"
"Of course! Erina is always a good girl!" She giggled, running back into the kitchen.
Just in time for Hikaru to walk up to Kota, a pout on his lips. "I'm making cookies for Kota to...?" Chinen laughed, shaking his head as Kota leaned forward, kissing Hikaru's forehead like Yuri had done to Erina.
"You are still such a dork Hikaru." Yuri walked past them, following Erina into the kitchen, where he found a plate full of cookies, picking one out, and taking a big bite. He saw Erina looking up at him, her bottom lip pouted out a little. "Erina and Uncle Hikaru's cookies are the best ever." She broke in to a huge grin, and took one off the plate, running off to give one to Kota.
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(⊙…⊙ ) I am really worried about posting this...sorry for taking so long! Please leave a comment if you happen to read this...I would really appreciate it! I really don't know if anyone will even remember this, or me, as it has been a long time...
Pairing : Chiitaro, mentions of others
Rating : PG-13
"Ne, Ryu..." Yuri climbed into his younger boyfriends lap, wrapping his arms around his neck, chewing on his bottom lip, using his best puppy eyes.
Ryutaro smiled at his cute boyfriend, wrapping his arms around him, pulling him closer. "What?"
"Will you always love me?"
Confusion was in the youngers eyes, but he nodded. "Of course."
"But, what if we have some really big fight, and break up?"
"What are you even asking Yuri? You already know you have completely stolen my heart, and no matter what, it will always be yours."
Yuri smiled, leaning in to kiss the younger. He broke the kiss, hearing an annoying beeping noise. He looked around, trying to find the noise, then looked back at Ryutaro...who wasn't there anymore. His eyes blinked open, staring at a white ceiling. He looked around, seeing the machine standing beside him that was beeping. He ran his eyes down the tube, to his arm where an i.v. was connected. Confusion hit him. The last thing he remembers was being at dance practice...and the dream with Ryutaro, wasn't actually a dream, but a memory of the past.
The door was pushed open, with Kota walking in, his eyes surprised. "Yuri! You're awake...finally." He stepped out of the door again, calling a doctor. After a few check ups, and test from the doctor, he left again, letting Kota come back in the room.
"How long have I been out?"
"About 24 hours now. How are you feeling?"
"I feel...really out of it. What happened?"
"You fainted at dance practice...you haven't been taking proper care of yourself, have you?"
Yuri looked away from the older. "I've been stressed out..."
"I know...but still, you can't just think yourself right now Yuri. What if something serious happened to you...you have to think of Erina right now to, what would she do without you?"
"I know! Wait, where is she right now?"
"Calm down, she is with Yuto and Keito." Kota came to sit beside the younger, brushing some hair that had fallen into his face. "Would it really be so bad for Ryutaro to come into her life?"
"Like I have told you, I don't want to get hurt again..."
"Why would you? Do you still love him?"
"I...I don't...know...I want to hate him...but I just...it's hard to."
"So you are really just scared of you getting hurt again...don't you think that is being selfish Yuri? Do you think you are doing the right thing for Erina?"
"I know I am being selfish...I would actually like for him to be in her life...I just don't want him in my life...what if I fall for him again, and I end up getting crushed again?"
"I don't think that will happen...when I picked Erina up from school today, I met him...we talked for a while, and he told me about how much he hates himself, for hurting you...he beats himself up all the time for loosing you, the most precious thing he ever had...he hates himself even more now knowing you had Erina without him, and had to through it without him...he wishes he was there, but he can't go back in time...so he wishes now, to do what he can for you now, and wants to be in Erina's life somehow."
Silence filled the room, as Yuri processed everything Kota had just said. "Okay...I will let him spend time with her, but only with a few rules..."
Kota smiled, getting up to hug Yuri. "Good. I think this is the right thing to do Yuri."
That night, Kota was helping Yuri to his apartment. They stepped inside, smelling the sent of something baking, when Erina came running out of the kitchen, white flour on her face. "Mommy!" She ran over to Yuri, hugging him tightly.
Hikaru came from the kitchen, with an apron on, smiling at them. "She insisted on making cookies for you."
"Aww, thank you Erina." Yuri bent down, kissing her forehead, hugging her tightly. "Were you good for everyone while I was sick?"
"Of course! Erina is always a good girl!" She giggled, running back into the kitchen.
Just in time for Hikaru to walk up to Kota, a pout on his lips. "I'm making cookies for Kota to...?" Chinen laughed, shaking his head as Kota leaned forward, kissing Hikaru's forehead like Yuri had done to Erina.
"You are still such a dork Hikaru." Yuri walked past them, following Erina into the kitchen, where he found a plate full of cookies, picking one out, and taking a big bite. He saw Erina looking up at him, her bottom lip pouted out a little. "Erina and Uncle Hikaru's cookies are the best ever." She broke in to a huge grin, and took one off the plate, running off to give one to Kota.
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(⊙…⊙ ) I am really worried about posting this...sorry for taking so long! Please leave a comment if you happen to read this...I would really appreciate it! I really don't know if anyone will even remember this, or me, as it has been a long time...