Let Me Love You (Chpt. 1/?)
Title : Let Me Love You (Chpt. 1/?)
Pairing : Yamachii, mentions of TaDaiki & Okajima (eventually)
Rating : R (this will be the general rating for most chapters, a couple might be NC-17)
A/N : Chinen's POV, m-preg
*CRACK*
That was the sound of my heart breaking. I just confessed to my best friend, that I was gay. He said he was fine with it, and wouldn't stop being my friend, which I was happy to hear, but then what he said next hurt.
"As long as I don't have to see you making out with any guys or anything, cos I really don't want to see that, it's gross." He wasn't against gays or anything, but he didn't want to be around it...which meant there was no way he would ever be gay.
I would have been fine with it, but the truth was that I had one more thing to confess to him...that I was in love with him. Thankfully I didn't get that part out before.
My name is Chinen Yuri. I am currently twenty years old, and I have been best friends with Yamada Ryosuke for all of those twenty years. Ryosuke is known for his fathers status, as owning one of the biggest companies in Japan. He was a rich boy, who liked to go to bars, waking up the next morning with random girls, and that was what he was known for. All the girls wanted him. He would once take over his fathers company.
I was not born into really rich family like Ryosuke, we had money of course, but nothing like his family. I am not like him either, I'm a quiet person, who likes to study for my college classes. While I do go to the bars with Ryosuke, and our other friends, I never really danced with, or ended up with anyone. I was more known as "Yamada Ryosuke's best friend, who is jealous of all the girls that he ends up with". It was not to long ago that I heard someone call me that, and in my mind I thought I'm not jealous of all the girls he ends up with, I'm jealous of all the girls that end up with him. It was then, that I relized that I was actually in love with Ryosuke.
So I decided to tell him that I was gay. He was fine with it, I thought, until he said it was gross to see two guys making out, or doing anything together. He told me that it wouldn't change our relationship though, we would stay friends of course. But hearing how he really felt, my heart broke, knowing he'd never feel the same way. I just wanted to curl into a ball and cry. I stayed strong though, keeping a straight face until he left. As soon as he was gone, I went into my room, and crawled under the blanket on my bed, letting the tears escape, as I cried myself to sleep.
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So yeah, this is the Yamachii M-Preg fic I will be writing. The chapters will probably stay short like this one is, and I probably will not be updated quickly. Please let me know what you think of this though, and give me opinions of what you would like to see happen~ I haven't wrote in a while, and I feel a kinda not confident about it, so please comment to let me know how it is :C The more comments I get, the more inspired I will feel to write, and update sooner. <3
Pairing : Yamachii, mentions of TaDaiki & Okajima (eventually)
Rating : R (this will be the general rating for most chapters, a couple might be NC-17)
A/N : Chinen's POV, m-preg
*CRACK*
That was the sound of my heart breaking. I just confessed to my best friend, that I was gay. He said he was fine with it, and wouldn't stop being my friend, which I was happy to hear, but then what he said next hurt.
"As long as I don't have to see you making out with any guys or anything, cos I really don't want to see that, it's gross." He wasn't against gays or anything, but he didn't want to be around it...which meant there was no way he would ever be gay.
I would have been fine with it, but the truth was that I had one more thing to confess to him...that I was in love with him. Thankfully I didn't get that part out before.
My name is Chinen Yuri. I am currently twenty years old, and I have been best friends with Yamada Ryosuke for all of those twenty years. Ryosuke is known for his fathers status, as owning one of the biggest companies in Japan. He was a rich boy, who liked to go to bars, waking up the next morning with random girls, and that was what he was known for. All the girls wanted him. He would once take over his fathers company.
I was not born into really rich family like Ryosuke, we had money of course, but nothing like his family. I am not like him either, I'm a quiet person, who likes to study for my college classes. While I do go to the bars with Ryosuke, and our other friends, I never really danced with, or ended up with anyone. I was more known as "Yamada Ryosuke's best friend, who is jealous of all the girls that he ends up with". It was not to long ago that I heard someone call me that, and in my mind I thought I'm not jealous of all the girls he ends up with, I'm jealous of all the girls that end up with him. It was then, that I relized that I was actually in love with Ryosuke.
So I decided to tell him that I was gay. He was fine with it, I thought, until he said it was gross to see two guys making out, or doing anything together. He told me that it wouldn't change our relationship though, we would stay friends of course. But hearing how he really felt, my heart broke, knowing he'd never feel the same way. I just wanted to curl into a ball and cry. I stayed strong though, keeping a straight face until he left. As soon as he was gone, I went into my room, and crawled under the blanket on my bed, letting the tears escape, as I cried myself to sleep.
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So yeah, this is the Yamachii M-Preg fic I will be writing. The chapters will probably stay short like this one is, and I probably will not be updated quickly. Please let me know what you think of this though, and give me opinions of what you would like to see happen~ I haven't wrote in a while, and I feel a kinda not confident about it, so please comment to let me know how it is :C The more comments I get, the more inspired I will feel to write, and update sooner. <3