This week hasn't been very good.

It's weird. I'm very aware of everything going on in my life now....the good things, and the many bad things. However, the problem is, I can't fix any of the bad things. They're out of my control, and I don't know how to handle it. I'm so used to being able to control what happens in my life, but this time, I just ( Read more... )

I was dressed so skanky on Monday night for our showchoir send-off party to congratulate us on making it to State!! We all ate a big cake, and then the Leadership Team decided to model some old showchoir costumes from as early as 1989 for the whole choir to see; it was sort of our tribute to showchoir, if you will!! YAY! So me and Cam dressed up in ( Read more... )

It certainly has been an interesting weekend, that's for sure. An emotional rollercoaster, if you will.

OK, so Friday was nothing special. I had to work, and I didn't get off until late, so I got to spend a lot less time with Matthew than we had planned. But anyway, we went over to his house for about 2 hours and watched The Breakfast Club. Ah, ( Read more... )

I just can't stop thinking about Spring Break. It's probably getting really annoying, but I'm seriously obsessing over it!! I stay up late looking at clothes online and flippng through magazines, longing to go shopping for SB clothes. I go tanning as often as possible. I don't have any motivation WHATSOEVER to do any sort of schoolwork, ( Read more... )

Can I just say that I love the calendar I have in my room?! It has huge black and white pictures of London from the 1920's and 30's: a picture for each month. It is so cool! I want to go there so bad!! My mom and I were going to go there and to Paris for my 16th birthday, but we ended up going to Cancun, instead. Of course, that was still very nice ( Read more... )

I would piss and moan and bitch and cry about the casting list for the musical, but I already did that on the phone to my mom, and then again to Manda on Monday night. Honestly, I still have all of these mixed-up feelings in my head, but perhaps I'll write about them another day: a day when I'm less passionate, a day when I probably won't say ( Read more... )

I hate being a girl. Owie!! Of course the pain didn't start until last night, right before I was supposed to go on-stage. Great timing ( Read more... )

I am soooo awake right now, and it's very, very early on Saturday morning. Why the crap am I not in bed sleeping?!?! I should be!! However, of course my mind is racing full speed ahead....so I might as well make good use of my time and write down all of my jumbled up thoughts.

This past Monday was a school-free day. Hurray!! Although I was very ( Read more... )

Another quiz....hehe!! These are fun!
BECCACARPENTER B is for Beautiful E is for Extreme C is for Chipper C is for Conservative A is for Amorous C is for Cheesy A is for Ambitious R is for Radical P is for Perfect E is for Energetic N is for Naughty T is for Trustworthy E is for Enjoyable R ( Read more... )

Recently, Cam has been calling me "Peaches." With that in mind, I took a quiz a few seconds ago......
Your Stripper Name is: Peaches

Get your own Stripper Name
How ironic!!!
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