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can't really produce stories when thoughts are scrambled and stationary
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struugl is reel
having miscommunications with fleeting bits of creativity is not fun. maybe I blame it on "Jumps" from televison, maybe ADHD or maybe it's that i want imagination and creativity is easier. which might explain dreams in where my summoning is very poor and I don't get what I want.
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ultrasound to see my thyorid nodouls.
then need to make an endo appointment
and possible biopsy
my lack of medical knowlage beyond dr.google or only knowing 5 words, I always thought I had a thyorid problem. but an mri on my neck, which i had not had one since the 90's found lumpy thyroids.
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owocish
I have so many mental ruminations in where I feel like every single thought has to be put on every single site
my current damage. yet again snapcrackle pop ears. which during a nap a few years ago was more than my ears. at least the stabing and burning pain is gone.
the sensation of todays nap is concerning. how could I forget i could have my life ( Read more... ) -
aggrivations
it bothers me I can't play Kingdom Hearts without thinking about https://cirape.livejournal.com/ beause they had an Axel.
and I guess the aggrivation. I think it was them. I do not know if I should feel bad when I noticed it's like I could predict when there would be a new system member for Cirape.
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DID thing
I swear I once saw someone say, that with their DID, alchohol only affects those inside the headspace. perhaps I missread, but I was pretty sure I got the names reconised.
now this is bothering me and important, because if it is, I need proof.
the drama with Trisha Paytas DissocaDID chick, and the possible malingering from both, but to me more ( Read more... ) -
because why not put this here. comprehensive anti cancer list
hey, did you know, things are banned because they cure cancer? did you know people are murdered because they have a cure, the truth...nobody can profit from that, come on big pharma what's your greedy game. nature not medicine ( Read more... ) -
what else for those i left behind
so, you know. I really hate the self dx community. maybe part of it is everyone's "uwu you know you best, valid valid" in the same ways I hate people who say Autism is not a disablity/disabling, then they throw a fit when they/their child needs benifits for it. sure, call it special brain, space angels, evolution, but as soon as your kid needs ( Read more... ) -
yikes look at the
time goes by to fast. more so with stagnation, and having internet suck in your soul
my one cat has been dead for since 2011, there is nothing to exume possibly. if i ever did want to keep Ivan's skull. but I don't think I could do that.
now my newer cat has 3 legs due to cancer.
oh, and my mom had gone off some rails, left, moved to canada. to be ( Read more... )
