these are the days of endless dreaming

[kvpchica]

today i sat outside on the quad and watched some school of music guys throw a baseball around for a while. it was kind of muggy outside but not too hot. and i thought about summer. and the country vs. city. and what i want. and i confused myself. i know i don't have to know exactly what i want right now...but it'd be nice to have some sort of

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i think in a weird way...

[titanias_moon]

you and I are still living the same life. I mean, in high school we were ALWAYS doing the same things. And I feel like, even though I'm now not in Music School anymore and I'm this big city and all that, we are still doing the same things. We still have similar trains of thought, we still have these pulls from two sides of our lives-- performing v. domestic(for lack of a better word). Read my entry from today, cause I talk all about plans and my crazy type-A personality (which is more like Cat's then yours, but still similar) and how to find my way. Cause I feel the same way-- my first year is over and I don't feel like I have a totally clear view of what to do next. Maybe that's cause I'm starting all over. Maybe that's because Valerie graduates in less than a month (craziness...) and she doesn't have a plan either. Or maybe we aren't supposed to know yet. And if we did nail it down, how much fun would it be to be stuck to a plan? I'm done with it. For now, anyways. Let's go play on the beach! Hooray!