No Frickin Way

Apr 26, 2006 11:28

Look at this, I'm posting. It seems i've forgotten how comforting it is to journal. Just to get shit out ( Read more... )

Leave a comment

Comments 2

whample April 29 2006, 21:17:26 UTC
Yipee on the good test results.

I'm not sure quite what to say about the rest of it. Ick...really ick.

No one likes condoms but it is highly disrespectful to not use one when requested. Some would even consider it a non-consensual sex act. I hope the two of you can work through it and that he really understands that what he did was very not okay. Any sexual relationship, especially those that begin to stray away from the conventional two person vanilla acts, needs a strong foundation of trust. There must be a strong respect for things like safe words and agreed upon limitations.

Ugh...ick. I'm sorry.

Reply

kweeeh April 29 2006, 22:20:55 UTC
Ya... things are kinda weird. I'm actually kind of worried because I dont know what i'm feeling. its like, i want to have sex, i love sex, but i don't like feeling guilty afterwords, you know? I feel like i'm letting myself down for not making more of a stand, but part of me just wants to say fuck it, whatever, she was clean and he apologized, but then i get guilty again, and its a neverending cycle!!! Rarr!!

This week sucked balls. Big huge balls. of doom

Reply


Leave a comment

Up