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Dang...I was such an angsty person. I've been able to change my outlook on life due to the mental breakdown I just got over. It's easy to fool people into thinking you're okay. I just hope this change is permanent ( Read more... )

Well, I found a really long survey here and thought I'd fill it out too.

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I forgot what it was I was going to post here...but I guess I'll just type whatever comes to mind ( Read more... )

I can't seem to find what it is that people find likeable about me. What was it that people in the past loved me for? I find it sad that the only person I'd like to be with, doesn't want to be with me. I still don't know if I can successfully dreamwalk either. I guess I'll just have to try again until I get it right, then I can go for astral ( Read more... )

I think I finally figured out how to dreamwalk. I just hope the person in whom I visited is okay with what I did ( Read more... )

Well, I have been having the slight problem of a psy-vamp draining my energy from me. When it happens, I just get really tired and cold. It's been happening around the same time every day. My hypothesis is that a certain psy-vamp that may unknowingly be doing it. The bad thing about this is that if that is happening, they don't know to stop doing ( Read more... )

Well, everybody's gone again. I'd still like to be with one of them though. Not "one of them" meaning any one of them. Only a specific one. I need to find my way to her ( Read more... )

Sorry for not posting in a while. Had to sort out a few things, and thanks to a few very dear friends, I have no worries about those things. I am moving away from that vicious thread of the past. Also moving away from most of those others that have come into my life recently. I am otherkin, after all. That is to be expected. All of the friends I ( Read more... )

I hate the male side of my brain. It is a complete dumbass and it screws up any sort of message a girl may be trying to give me...or my first perception of that message could have been what she meant and now my guy side is being a dumbass. Either way, the guy side is a dipshit.