Something Else I Miss

[kyaram]

 I went to IGA with my parents because I need more soy milk. Gosh I love soy milk. The waitress at the restaurant where we had breakfast didn't listen properly and gave me a glass of chocolate milk. Regular milk. It tasted weird. And kind of gross. Any way, I decided to get a thing of chocolate soy milk,... see how that tastes. My mom was shopping

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[g0thic_drag0n]

I had a boyfriend who had great parents that I felt completely at ease with. I miss them...but probably more than I miss him. I actually kinda hate him. But that's not the point.

As far as your relationship being a charade, who are they to judge? When you're on the outside of something, most of the time, you only see what you want to see. Only those directly involved know the truth. So forget about them and don't let them get you down!

[kyaram]

Ha... well I miss both. Ted is great, his parents are great.

And that's why I had to write that rant. It's been getting to me... and god darn it! I mean it! I hear another person so much as tell me to just forget him and move on.... I'm not going to say another word to them again. But you're right. They're not on the inside, they're on the outside. They only see what a. Ted or I tell them, or b. what they want to see.

In the case of his friends, since they did see us when we were happy and completley in love: they only see what they want to see. My friends? Probably a little of both, but mostly they see what I tell them. It's unfortunate, but there ya have it.

[kyaram]

BTW I feel loads better getting that out :)

[g0thic_drag0n]

I know EXACTLY what you mean! Sometimes it just feels good to get it out!

[eccentric4you]

I know that feeling with my friends. My friends actually liked him..but they are still unaware ofwhat happened and how. I didnt mention he put his hands on me and poked me with his index and middle fingers a few times. like hard.. out of anger.. that night he was drinking we broke up.

ted must sound like a good guy if you talk/write about him all the time.

This song reminds me of you. Shes from NJ! =)

"The Way It Is"

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[kyaram]

My favorite director is from NJ :). Will have to check out the video.... says it's invalid...

Yeah... Ted is amazing....

Ha... I feel better getting that rant out... WAY better.

[eccentric4you]

www.myspace.com/nicoleatkins

her video is on the page.

the song is called...the way it is

[chaosofdesirex]

I miss all my exes' parents more than I miss the exes! haha

As for whether or not you and Ted will work out, only YOU know everything that goes on in your relationship. As I've said before, we only get snippits, only what you tell us (or, in the case of Ted's friends, Ted tells them) so we can't tell what's going to happen - only you can. If you honestly feel there's a chance, there's a chance, right? Fuck what everyone else says, all that matters is how you feel.

[kyaram]

Exactly... and I tend to let everyone dictate how I feel. It's unfortunate and I'm working on fixing that.... But until I do, I'm not going to let ANYONE tell me that my relationship with Ted won't work. I'm only going to associate with those who have positive thoughts about me.... and my life... and my relationship.

[chaosofdesirex]

Good! There's no point wasting your time with people who bring negativity

[kyaram]

Woah Creepy... especially since I thought I had JUST sent that.... LOL

Right.... now all I need is to fix MY negativity so that I can be happy associating with me :P. I really do want to love myself. Enjoy myself. Because until I do, no one else will.