Why is it that i can only write in an abstract introverted style? Because nothing exciting happens I suppose. The only thing you might wish to know is that the boys downstairs have killed our fish. And oh yes, Vegetarians are very annoying(sorry nome) especially the hysterical, squealy types. (that is not you nome) MOst especially when they don' ( Read more... )

Sometimes it is so difficult. You are racked with indecision. Everything around you seems so interesting and as you look forward time is littered with many possible futures. But sometimes everything is fine. What you are doing is exactly right and it will lead you to where you want to go. (Don't worry i am currently in the latter of the two mind ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish it was just a rather mundane fantasy and the more exciting reality is on the verge of being revealed. How can we live like this? In a world that is so safe, so protected? A world so lacking ......in something. There is an underlying uneaseiness or a secret desire for a world so completely different but how do you get there. ( Read more... )

(no journal entries for this day)

Many years have passed. Time will bring you down. I have a very boring life. Just thought i would let you know.

Thank you.

pa-pa-panapapa. Laaaaaaaaaast night sheeeeeeeeeee said. da dada dadadadda. Uno, dos, tres, cuatro, cinco. This isn't the number of tries scored by us but that doesn't matter. Was at Peffermill, edinburgh folks, then i went to the Oz bar and ate nachos so nyer. The Rock v's The Fury! The Bitch- the what? the bitch! good drinking game i should ( Read more... )

Test them. Put them to the test, See how they fare. Are they as strong as they think. Are they stronger? What use would you be? Think about it. We have a strange sort of arrogance about us. We feel responsible about something that we don't even understand, something that has been going on for many millions of years but just cause we are ( Read more... )

Invisible woman, but an invisible woman that sticks in your head. It's cold outside and very difficult to find your way around the inner workings of the building. A feeling your being ignored but not- thats just the way things are. Always ( Read more... )

I have been wondering whether i should allow my journal to rise out of the ashes after more than a year or whether to just leave it languishing in the past. I have had the perfect excuse for the past year but now that i am back to 'civilisation' and have my own computer is it my duty to start posting again? I prefer not to be overly ( Read more... )

shocking what sort of a person leaves their own personal record of life languish around untouched for four months? Me! hello to everyone and i hpoe you all have a really pleasant and unseasonably warm christmas. Think of me when opening at least one of your presents ( Read more... )