I get no breaks. It's the role I've chosen, ultimately, so don't take this as too much complaining. Yesterday in the near three hour span after leaving work at 11:30 and going to sleep around 3ish I was called and harassed regarding my recent demeanor which, at best, was a bother. Then around 1:30 in the morning I was called and asked if I could ( Read more... )

I never expect to be forgiven for the wrongs I've dealt people, that's not the aim of what I've been doing the past few months. I'm putting myself at rest with the things I know I've done wrong, forgiveness or not. Perhaps dealing in apologies now is the wrong way to go, because the words "I'm sorry" to me portray some sort of regret, and I still ( Read more... )

I feel as if there's a rift between myself and nearly everything else. It used to be that the distance between me and the rest of the world was very much by choice. Now it almost seems forced. As time progresses I come more and more to terms with the fact that I'm going to need stronger bonds than most of the ones I have in my life. Necessity ( Read more... )

I have a lot on my mind right now. I was going to type my fool head off tonight, but I decided to browse the web instead and am now too tired to write what it was I originally intended to. Suffice it to say that I need to make some changes to my life. I need to get back to basics. Back to myself. I think that scares people around me. Those of ( Read more... )

Ever feel like life just goes in circles? I do. But I mean emotionally. I feel like I have a wheel of emotions that no matter what's going on in my life it goes around on its own despite everything. Sometimes it spins faster than others, sometimes it creeps along so slowly that I actually do stay happy for a rather lengthy period of time. Or, ( Read more... )

Tales of Symphonia comes out for the GameCube on the 13th. Much love to whosoever purchases it for me, as I am broke...like a joke =)

I had a great weekend. There were a few glitches, but nothing major. I gotta say though, I'm kinda down now that I'm home again and will shortly be back into the daily grind.

This weekend should rock. But I'm completely open to the fact that it could suck major balls. That was certainly a tactful way to put it, no? ETD is in less than an hour, but I'm thinking more like two, realistically.

In other news, I cannot wait for Fable to come out. I'm almost looking forward to it more than I am Halo 2...and I swear my ( Read more... )

I'm to the point in my life where everything is good. I can easily live and deal with everything that is currently happening in my life. I like that. I like it a lot. Due to that fact, I've recently began stepping outside of my comfort zone a bit. Most recently would be the rekindling of old relationships. That's not a phase I've entirely ( Read more... )

I was going to post some shit tonight about my feelings, in general, on a range of topics, but I got sidetracked. I'll try and make up for that later on at some point ( Read more... )