well i guess an update is necessary...nothing profound really ( Read more... )

this is an entry solely meant for one person. and he knows. he's made it apparent that he reads my LJ. although he won't update in his so that i could feel some piece of mind once in awhile. well, you caught me, i was lonely. lonely as hell. for almost an entire year i let myself feel half empty (as opposed to half full) so that i could be ( Read more... )

wow, soi'm home in VA. it feels weird. i miss everyone a lot. i saw dj, it was hard. saying goodbye is never easy, but i had to do it. chrissy- interesting LJ babe. i can only imagine who thatis being directed at. i guess the drama does transcend the boundaries of tennessee street. ;) i want everyone to know that ANY beef that has occured this year ( Read more... )

THE END OF THE YEAR IS HERE. YES, CAPS ARE NECESSARY FOR THIS. I LOVE EVERYONE. I HATE SOME, BUT IT'S MOSTLY NAZIS, OKAY JUST HITLER.....WELL ON THAT NOTE. HAVE A GOOD YEAR EVERYONE. SSS FOREVER, WE STAND TOGETHER, WE FALL TOGETHER, ALL WITH THE LIGHT OF A CIGARETTE ( Read more... )

nothing beats a conversation where you feel like you've truly started to understand someone. like a person's entire life has led up to them meeting you and you're meant to say "wow, we're so much alike ( Read more... )

"i come home in the morning light, my mother says 'when you gonna live your life right ( Read more... )

"i promise you. i promise you i will ( Read more... )

i think people who check LJ's don't read the updates with lyrics or poems cause let's face it, we check for our names or a cryptic message that has to deal with us or something we were remotely involved in. so i guess i have nothing more to offer than the workings of my mind that sometimes can not be expressed in story form, but a poem. and this ( Read more... )

silver lining ( Read more... )

it is friday night, or should i say, saturday morning. tonight sucked. between smoking, drinking, or cops, i felt de ja vou and it scared me beyond belief. for some reason, and i say some because i dont want to say "the", i'm mad. and i know exactly why. i feel like last semester is repeating itself. i feel like i'm "in the way" some how. like when ( Read more... )