So his concert was amazing ( Read more... )

Wow, so im one of 2 people on johns guestlist ( Read more... )

Yay!!
Im on the guest list for John Van Deusen & The Lonely Forest Sat. 25, 7pm at the EMP, i love him!!!
Im way stoked for this experience!
Thank you john, i only wish you werent christian so you could be with me, you perfect bitch.

Oh and im going to the zoo with an old love sat. to... Hmm, how to cope?
Meh.

All well, it sucked, i loved him, but now i can look forward to the future.

I like the word happy.

I am nasty.
Disgusting.
Vile.
Wretched.
Horrid.
Sickening.

I hate myself once again.
Always and forever.

Ugh ( Read more... )

I fucking hate bullshit.
Why do i have to deal with it all?

This fucking sucks.
Its probably all the stress with school, work, and MONEY.
Im going to have to go the doctor again, eventually..
Im doing the home procedure, but it doesnt seem to be going down.
Thank god my mom is transfering my medical shit down here to swedish.
Yuck. I hate my body.

"All this time I've loved you
and never known your face.
All this time I've missed you
and searched this human race.
Here is true peace,
here my heart knows calm.
Safe in your soul
bathed in your sighs..."

-Lamb