ive made some pretty bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad mistakes... so what seem like mistakes? i feel like im being punished for doing the right thing... i lost a family member because of it.. i feel so bad i cant even put it into the universe what i did anymore... my motives were pure?? i cant keep making myself the victim.. kylee you are ( Read more... )

kylee is going crazyyyyyyyyyy! her T thinks she is on the verge of a psychotic break. :( im worried about her. shes scared. she feels crazyyyyyy and is talking in third person. weird. she is trying to breathe and come back to reality. urgh. why?

i feel so lost.. my head keeps spinning. i often dont know what to do.. i obsess too much.. way too much about everything and anything. from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to bed my mind is always running faster than i can think. it drives me crazy. sometimes i just want to relax and enjoy life, but i cant even do that because my effing ( Read more... )

this is my attempt to put my feelings into words... this is going to be really bad.