can som one help me ?? i dont know my brain any more .. meh i feel lonely

who the fuck could ever take the place of me ?

ughh .. i dont know what to do ... she says that i have no been hanging out with them but they make it so hard to want to hang out with them ... they make me feel like shit

you had your chance so say god bye

when you give it all you got ( Read more... )

i want a shit load of drugs

i told you would end it sooner or later ... it was sooner .... you still say you love me and call me sweetie and that i mean the world to you ... what the fuck .... there is a reason why i dont say i love you ... and it was for that very momment on thursday night and then the momment when i lit up to ease the pain i felt ... it doesnt hurt that ( Read more... )

i dont think we are as close as i thought we were ... maybe i was wrong with rooming with you maybe i wasnt meant to be friends with you really ... oh well i guess .... it should be over soon ... the only thing is ... i want to go home and stay home i miss my friends at home ... they make me feel like i belong there and then there is my boy friend ( Read more... )

so maybe i have been dead ... lost in an empty space fighting with the devil fighting hard to stay above the water... how many times can i sink before i drown? i have come so far and yet have never ended. i miss the clan. I warned you im not a good girl friend. i told you im not a good roommate and im not worth your time ... just kill me kay ... i ( Read more... )

car accident ... 75% not my fault... my little car is broken for right now :( i feel like shit