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[kylewho]

i hate me. and no, this isn't some cry for pity. i could care less for pity. i just hate myself right now. i hate the way i feel and think. i've had several people ask what's wrong with me and i refuse to tell anyone. even my teachers see a change in me. like that isn't depressing. this is something i'm going to have to get through. i hate that

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[christisdrama]

I can completely relate. (I mean, have you read my LJ lately?) And I really don't care to know what is wrong. But I will say this, you are right, it gets better with time. But here is the rub, it gets better with time if you improve your view on your mentallity of it. (I went to years of theropy to figure that out) Which doesn't happen over night. It is a gradual thing, a gradual coaching yourself back. And let others help you, let some other people tell you that they love you. Hang around the people that make you feel the best. Don't let them try to fix you, because they can't. But, do let them lift you up to a level to fix yourself.