i watched fight club the other day because i was in a horrible mood. the best i can do to describe it is to say i was numb. so i went for a run, a mile run... it was the best. i was completely concentrated on my breathing/running so every other thought is was having before, was now extinguished ( Read more... )

i'm in complete and utter jealousy of deanna's ability to pimp. she's been single for like 3 days and already has dates lined up. it's not really suspposed to by plural yet, but i'm sure once she gets in touch with the "fallout boy guy", she will have another. just like i'm sure a million other guys will chase after her. i want that! i want girls ( Read more... )

things are waiting to happen. it feels like something is going to happen in my life and i hope it isn't just school. i'm standing on the edge of a fall or a climb. i want to know what lies ahead ( Read more... )

glasses. now that i have them, i realize how bad my eyes were.
blurry as fuck

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Le Tour de Warped

tomorrow is my last day of summer school. i wish i could take all my classes in 3 weeks. that should be an option for students everywhere. i'm semi-excited about school, but we all know that will fade. my mother won't let me wear what i want for senior pics. she wants me to buy somehting new tomorrow, so i'll probably just buy wantever i like. they ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

i feel so close to pure apathy that a blunt choking feeling has ensued. a straining feeling from within. i always feel like this once i'm alone, now. it is as if i feed my own emotions off of the people around me. i want to write more, but i can't.

i completely for got about senior pictures. 3:00 today? fuck that. rescheduled to next saturday, 1pm. instead today was filled with moving time fun. kyle/nich/nick got there own place an i'm jealous as fuck. it may not be the best thing ever but it has a view of the pool... i'm loving this. i'm almost positive i will wear out my welcome there ( Read more... )