Bah Humbug

[kylite]

Well this time of year has rolled around again. Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years. I can honestly say I hate this time of year more then any other. I feel so cut off from the rest of the world, and the worst aprt is I know its self imposed

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You say that christmas is traditionally bad for you...

[fire_true]

But your wrong. Look at the journal entries of the past two christmas holidays IN A ROW. If your bah-humbuggy, its not the holiday but the fact that you only choose to look back on the bad Christmases. You might forget but as you constantly remind me I have a mind like a steel trap and this time I proof to back it up so remember the good two, three, or more christmases in a row and even if you felt down about it at first you had people there with you. Weather you continue to ingore the good in your life is up to you

[lady_savant]

My wish for you this holiday season and the rest of my life is that you find the courage to come out of the darkness and stay there and to let yourself be happy. You do choose the solitude and I don't know why. I fight tooth and nail every day to reach out into the world by every means available to me. I know you do not see it but then you do not see a lot of my life. I am sorry that your holidays have been rotten this year, that will only change when you do or you let it