Comments | kymalien: I can't breathe

kymalien

I can't breathe

Aug 19, 2006 02:24

Well I can... but it's hard. It's a cross between a panic attack and something more profound. After tomorrow I have to wait 3 weeks to see Scott again. I barely made it this week without e-mailing him. As it is I'm driving everyone nuts. I mean--well what do I do??? I'm gonna have to talk to him tomorrow tell him well not everything-- ( Read more... )

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klef August 19 2006, 16:33:40 UTC

Just remember that you were Kim long before him, and will continue to be afterwards. That's not to say he won't be a piece of you. Or hurt you. Or make you want to change. But he's not your essential core or element. Just a nice little bonus. Besides. I have decided that I will not crush on someone who won't crush back (celebs excluded, obviously). Because even if they DID grudgingly say "sure, we'll go out" why would I want to hang out with someone who doesn't fancy me and only submits to my will out of guilt?

But I've always been cynical.

kymalien August 20 2006, 05:37:46 UTC

It's true... It's true. Thank you. It's weird. Usually I'm not like this. It really has been 3 years or more--last one was Summer Camp 2003. When I was still a counselor. WOW

kymalien August 20 2006, 05:38:14 UTC

well T.C. whenever T.C. was... perhaps two years I dunno.

klef August 20 2006, 05:57:10 UTC

Boys. Who needs em? LOL