Worth of a Life.

[kyo_deshtin]

I let myself fall into a lie
I let my walls come down
I let myself smile and feel alive
I let my walls come down
No matter how i try i don't know why
You push so far away
You wrapped your hands tight around my heart
And squeezed it full of pain

[Chorus:]
With this knife i'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife i'

Comments

[eleaie]

Your own life does not have to have any worth to you, but it has worth to others, or a lack there of.
To me you are worth a lot, i've seen you not at your best, not at your worst, ive stood by you a lot, as you have by me. and even though we've drifted a lot and theres been a lot happened 'twixt us. You are still worth the world, you are my Alsh'sh'el, the first person i truly let in.
and that, is worth a lot.
because there are still things that will never chance. Things that i don't talk about, that i wont tell people, but if you'd ask, i;d tell you.

Like you've said before, just a little different, "I've only one Alsh'sh'el, and i rather like him."

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[kawaiikana_chan]

All life has worth, not because of religion or what not but because of potential. Everyone has the potential to do something amazing with themselves, whether its something huge and public or just making the life of one other person better.
Maybe you have stopped caring, and you don't have hope, but never say you don't have love, because I know for a fact that you have people who truly care for you. Maybe you don't have the perfect love you want or something but that just takes time (and some good luck) and in the meantime, maybe you can make do with those of us who do love you. ^_^
And for what its worth, I think you have a great deal of worth, just my 2 cents.

[eriyacalastares]

hey... i know i've been rather an ass to you well quite a lot in the last few years and while i might also think you've been an ass to me a few times i deserved it. i also know that given everything that's happened between us anything i say probly doesn't have much merit but i need to say this stuff anyway.

i miss you.

i know you aren't the same person i stayed up with for long nights on end four years ago and that i'm not either and that honestly we can probly never ever be that close again. but i miss you and any of the knowledge i have seems to just get thrown away at that thought and make me wish... but wishing isn't good so instead i guess i'll just hope that one way or another with or without me in your life you manage to make it through this because i know that you have a heart worth loving in there - i've seen it... and when one exists it doesn't go away... ever...

see you around sooner or later.