Really quickly, here....

[kyo_mo_mo]

You know,

sometimes I think it's hard for me to believe that relationships *can* work out, that's there's no deadline for the happiness to end. I think that if Scott and I stay together for a year and two months, right about then I'll be getting anxious, just looking for some problem to pop up. I mean, I look at my friends' relationships

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[pibo]

of course you can....at least that's what I try to convince myself of.....

so I've not been doing very well. I don't really want to talk about it either, which is why I've known about it and haven't told anyone....haven't talked to anyone about it, even you, and you know the most about it.....

I found out something rom this guy at Richland last week.....

Scott and his girlfriend are apparently engaged.

I'm trying very hard not to cry about it, or even think about it, but jesus, everytime I do, my heart backs up in my chest and breathing just becomes difficult.

I know you'll probably want to call me and console me about this, but if you could do me the favor of pretending like I never told you, that'd be great. I want to to think about it as little as possible. I just thought you'd like to know.

*sigh

[goldfeesh]

I've actually never thought like that... heh, of course, when Bishoujo dumped me, I had no idea anything was wrong. Maybe I'm just eternally hopeful, but I think there are people out there that you can make it work with, with whom the happiness will last.

::huggles:: I say give love another chance. Personally, I don't think I could -not-.