LOL NAPERVILLE
Leon Silvis: Perhaps I was a bit harsh to just block you without giving you a chance to reply. I'm sorry. Kelli says you were hurt by what I said, and it would be unfair for me to not even give you a chance to say what you have to say. I don't know what honestly is running through your head right now, but I will make this much clear: I had absolutely no intention of trying to hurt you or make you feel bad, but I meant what I said sincerely from the bottom of my heart. I tried to put it in the nicest form I possibly could, but, there's really not much I can do to make a statement like that sound pleasant.
Leon Silvis: As you may know, I have AIM privacy, which means only people on my buddy list can IM me. However, periodically I also delete people who never IM me, which essentially puts them on block. As it is rude to not give you a chance to say what you have to say, I will keep you on my buddy list for a week or two, and if you have nothing to say to me then that'll be that.
Leon Silvis: Daniela, Sarah, and Kelli have all said that I should talk to you to settle this issue instead of letting it continue. And after thinking about a long time and talking to my closest friends about it, I have decided that this is what I have to say to you.
Leon Silvis: I'm sorry if it is not what you were wanting to hear, but I cannot change the feelings in my heart.
prostatecancerrr: Well then, let me say this - What the hell are you mad at me for?! o_O Because, from my knowledge when this all started - I didnt even know we were fighting. The reason I took it so bad is because, honestly, wtf? -_- This is really stupid. Where is this all coming from?
Leon Silvis: I told you before. I didn't want you getting involved in conflicts between me and Sarah.
prostatecancerrr: So, you stop being friends with me, but you
Leon Silvis: What happened was, I made a joke along the lines of "So you don't care about me any more? ;_;" in a very jocular manner, and you turned it into "You shouldn't assume things about me like you do with Sarah"
prostatecancerrr: *you're still friends with S arah for what I braught up?
prostatecancerrr: That makes no sense.
Leon Silvis: Because Sarah didn't push the issue and just dropped it.
prostatecancerrr: But you ALWAYS do that to me, and everyone else, and we've all agreed it hurts when you do that. x_x I just got sick of it and wanted to bring it up.
prostatecancerrr: I wasnt bringing SARAH up and that situation, I was just giving an exmaple and that was the closest that came to mind.
Leon Silvis: I told you before, I am barely friends with Sarah, and it is a difficult task for me to maintain friendship with her. People bringing up my conflicts with her don't help.
prostatecancerrr: I wasn't getting involved with that at all. I already knew you and Sarah could figure it out on your own, I was bringing up what WE Were talking about.
Leon Silvis: It was a joke, Nikki.
prostatecancerrr: Yeah but it HURTS.
prostatecancerrr: When you CONSTANTLY do things like that!
prostatecancerrr: It really does!
Leon Silvis: A joke that you turned into a serious discussion. Which pushed me over the edge.
prostatecancerrr: I was trying to let it go for a while, but then I just couldnt anymore!
prostatecancerrr: Well you
prostatecancerrr: You
prostatecancerrr: AHhh
prostatecancerrr: damn enter button
Leon Silvis: Well I'm sorry, but I feel that you are an incredibly judgmental person and I can't be myself around you.
prostatecancerrr: Well if I took that over the age, I dont know what I call this for you. x_x
Leon Silvis: You can criticize me all you want, and I respect your opinion but I have no desire to let it affect my stance
prostatecancerrr: Then theres no point of me even arguing to save this friendship.
prostatecancerrr: Whatever.
Leon Silvis: To put it simply.
Leon Silvis: It is too hard for me to be myself around you.
Leon Silvis: It feels like I have to restrain what I say, that I can't even be myself.
Leon Silvis: Because if I try to say everything I want to say, there are times where you say things in a mocking manner, or criticize me, or outright ignore me for extended periods of time.
prostatecancerrr: Yeah, well theres no point of talking to someone who doesnt want to be friends with me.
Leon Silvis: I cannot see myself being friends with someone who cannot respect who I am, my opinions, and must make a mockery of them when the person does not agree.
Leon Silvis: That is true.
Leon Silvis: But if there is anything you want to say to me.
prostatecancerrr: Benson fuck off
Leon Silvis: Feel free for the next week or so.
prostatecancerrr signed off at 11:33:26 AM.
Well there's that.
Leon Silvis: As you may know, I have AIM privacy, which means only people on my buddy list can IM me. However, periodically I also delete people who never IM me, which essentially puts them on block. As it is rude to not give you a chance to say what you have to say, I will keep you on my buddy list for a week or two, and if you have nothing to say to me then that'll be that.
Leon Silvis: Daniela, Sarah, and Kelli have all said that I should talk to you to settle this issue instead of letting it continue. And after thinking about a long time and talking to my closest friends about it, I have decided that this is what I have to say to you.
Leon Silvis: I'm sorry if it is not what you were wanting to hear, but I cannot change the feelings in my heart.
prostatecancerrr: Well then, let me say this - What the hell are you mad at me for?! o_O Because, from my knowledge when this all started - I didnt even know we were fighting. The reason I took it so bad is because, honestly, wtf? -_- This is really stupid. Where is this all coming from?
Leon Silvis: I told you before. I didn't want you getting involved in conflicts between me and Sarah.
prostatecancerrr: So, you stop being friends with me, but you
Leon Silvis: What happened was, I made a joke along the lines of "So you don't care about me any more? ;_;" in a very jocular manner, and you turned it into "You shouldn't assume things about me like you do with Sarah"
prostatecancerrr: *you're still friends with S arah for what I braught up?
prostatecancerrr: That makes no sense.
Leon Silvis: Because Sarah didn't push the issue and just dropped it.
prostatecancerrr: But you ALWAYS do that to me, and everyone else, and we've all agreed it hurts when you do that. x_x I just got sick of it and wanted to bring it up.
prostatecancerrr: I wasnt bringing SARAH up and that situation, I was just giving an exmaple and that was the closest that came to mind.
Leon Silvis: I told you before, I am barely friends with Sarah, and it is a difficult task for me to maintain friendship with her. People bringing up my conflicts with her don't help.
prostatecancerrr: I wasn't getting involved with that at all. I already knew you and Sarah could figure it out on your own, I was bringing up what WE Were talking about.
Leon Silvis: It was a joke, Nikki.
prostatecancerrr: Yeah but it HURTS.
prostatecancerrr: When you CONSTANTLY do things like that!
prostatecancerrr: It really does!
Leon Silvis: A joke that you turned into a serious discussion. Which pushed me over the edge.
prostatecancerrr: I was trying to let it go for a while, but then I just couldnt anymore!
prostatecancerrr: Well you
prostatecancerrr: You
prostatecancerrr: AHhh
prostatecancerrr: damn enter button
Leon Silvis: Well I'm sorry, but I feel that you are an incredibly judgmental person and I can't be myself around you.
prostatecancerrr: Well if I took that over the age, I dont know what I call this for you. x_x
Leon Silvis: You can criticize me all you want, and I respect your opinion but I have no desire to let it affect my stance
prostatecancerrr: Then theres no point of me even arguing to save this friendship.
prostatecancerrr: Whatever.
Leon Silvis: To put it simply.
Leon Silvis: It is too hard for me to be myself around you.
Leon Silvis: It feels like I have to restrain what I say, that I can't even be myself.
Leon Silvis: Because if I try to say everything I want to say, there are times where you say things in a mocking manner, or criticize me, or outright ignore me for extended periods of time.
prostatecancerrr: Yeah, well theres no point of talking to someone who doesnt want to be friends with me.
Leon Silvis: I cannot see myself being friends with someone who cannot respect who I am, my opinions, and must make a mockery of them when the person does not agree.
Leon Silvis: That is true.
Leon Silvis: But if there is anything you want to say to me.
prostatecancerrr: Benson fuck off
Leon Silvis: Feel free for the next week or so.
prostatecancerrr signed off at 11:33:26 AM.
Well there's that.