Chapter: one-shot
Pairing: Personal pairing
Characters: ...
Rating: PG-13
Summary: eh...
Author's Notes: This is a gift to Usagi-chan [
faia_kuroi]. I'm sure you know the pairing and stuff. So, I hope you like it :/
Where are you? Are you in the same spot? The same spot where you slit your wrist and wait? The same spot where you wait for her to comfort you while your wrist bleeds?
Why do you seem so unhappy? Did the emotional pain hit you in the back of you mind again? It must be the reason why you stare at the dingy ground so often. You know she doesn’t like you like this.
Her desire is your happiness and yours is her presence. You admire her every feature and talent. You want to be with her, but there’s something holding you back…
…The hours past, the blood begins to stop as you feel your surroundings change. It’s her…
Her face smile pleasantly and her eyes hide her true emotions. Her thoughts are so complex, but you can tell she is expressing compassion.
You try to stand up and cling to her petite body, but you feel too weak. Recently, you’ve detached yourself from someone you use to love, and probably still do. But in your heart, you believe you’ve made the right choice and you doubt she feels the same about you.
She assures you not to worry…she feels something for you. She explains her complications of loving someone so easily like you do. She’s different from everyone else is what you discover. It’s not like someone has broken her heart, but the fact she needs time to develop such strong emotions.
Luckily, you’re patient; you just want her to always be there for you. You want her to touch you the same way she always does…as long as she’s happy, it’s good enough for you.
Moving long strands of dark brown hair from your angelic face, she gently wipes away your tears. She runs her fingers over your rigid cut and makes it disappear instantly. You abruptly feel the need to embrace her, but her hands pause your actions.
She moves in oh so cautiously pressing her lips on yours. Your eyes widen, but suddenly close as you absorb the lovely sensation. You move an arm around her neck while she pulls you closer for more meaning and depth. As your lips part, you whisper her name.
So, do you think in your mind what she may be hiding? Do you fear that she’s only playing a game with your heart? Or maybe her words and actions are sincere?
Believe whatever you want, but remember your sadness and pain is hers as well…but twice as much.