Chapter: 5 (Karyu's POV)
Pairings: Asagi x Karyu (one-sided), Asagi x Toshiya
Bands: D, D'espairsRay, & Dir en grey
Rating: R
Summary: Karyu is left alone in his house and finds out that Asagi was telling the truth about that night.
Author's Notes: Can you believe it's been a little more than a year since I've updated this fic? lol
I opened the door and walked in flipping the light switch on. I sat my briefcase beside the door frame of my room and headed toward the kitchen. A not caught my attention, before I opened the refrigerator door. It’s from Shinji.
Dear Karyu,
I went over to Aki-kun’s to visit his sick brother. I might be there for a couple days. I’ll call you in the morning. Take care.
- Shinji
I sighed to myself and continued my actions to gather food. I looked around the cold area and pulled out a bottle of water and some take out from a couple days ago. I walked out the kitchen and into the living room, plopping onto the couch.
Turning on the TV, I started going through the channels until I found something interesting. I put the remote down and began enjoying my small slightly unhealthy dinner as a woman screams in pain on the screen. A small smile formed on my face, slurping up a few noodles from the carton, as I watched the female character become slaughtered by a masked murderer.
I chuckled a bit to myself and soon finished the carton of leftover ramen. I drank some water, making sure every last drop fulfilled my dry mouth. I got up from the couch, turned the TV off, and went to the kitchen to dispose of my things. Once everything was cleaned up, I went into my room and unbuttoned my shirt. I tossed it aside and fell back on my bed, sighing to myself.
I turned my head, closing my eyes, and suddenly sniffed the familiar scent from the other pillow. It smelt just like him, so he was here. He wasn’t lying to me. A small smile formed across my face at the thought of him being here and touching me the way he said he did. I wished I could remember how his touches felt, but I doubted I’ll ever experience such a wonderful opportunity.
My hand slid down my body and undid my pants, tugging them off. I began to slowly rub the ache between my legs and soon moaned Asagi’s name as the pleasure increased. I moved my hand faster on myself and bit my lip, denying my thoughts of wanting him right now.
As my lips parted, my body yearned for him to dominate this vulnerability. I arched my back and pushed up into my hand, wanting more. I cursed under my breath, calling the older man’s name over and over again, until I came on my hand.
My breath slowed down, becoming steady again. I turned my head back to the pillow, holding onto his manly scent, and whispered his name. Why do I want him so much? Why does my body desire his touches? And why do my lips crave for his flavor? I need to do something about this. I can’t be alone anymore.