30 Minutes
Chapter: one-shot
Pairing(s): Asagi x Shinya & Asagi x Karyu
Band(s): D, Dir en grey, & D'espairsRay
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Shinya has a feeling that his lover Asagi is cheating on him with his ex-boyfriend, so he gets revenge.
Author's Notes: This was an old idea that's been sitting in dust in my mind for a while and I finally got it together. This is based off the t.A.T.u music video for "30 minutes". Hopefully, this is a start for me to revive my claim on 50stories
I wonder if I was foolish to believe things were over. But I had this feeling you were seeing him. You always acted like you didn’t know who I was referring to, but deep down inside you know who it is. My band mates kept telling me, “Everything will be okay” or even “He wouldn’t do such a thing.” But I have proof that you’re not as innocent as you portray yourself to be.
I followed you today, after you said your goodbyes and pressed those tainted lips on mine then left. Everything seemed so normal. You were doing what you love and expressing it with new beautiful melodies and then he called. I felt my heart stop when you played it off so casually to your band mates.
You’ve changed yourself. Your fingers were decorated with expensive gothic rings, your hair was freshly straightened, and your scent was clearly overpowering every where you went. I guess he must still be very special to you. I guess he gives you something I don’t provide.
This man approaching you so excitedly must be the person responsible for making you happy lately. I’ve never seen you smile so brightly before. I can’t believe you’ve been hiding such a beautiful feature from me. I suppose this is proof that he makes you happier than I do. What have I done to deserve this from you?
He doesn’t look that special to me. Sure, he’s tall and lean like a model, but his face is so ordinary and his nose is a little abnormal. Looking in his back pocket he appears to be a smoker, which I thought you found as a turn off. Perhaps that’s a lie as well. I can’t imagine you with someone like him. I wonder if you can’t see yourself with me anymore and you’re just not telling me.
My heart began to break a little more as you and him laced fingers and walked. I wondered if he feels like me, so light and at peace because we’re so connected. Maybe that feeling was an illusion to lure me into your trap. You two walked like you’ve been together forever, like the break-up never existed. Or perhaps my relationship with you was the thing that truly never existed. But I’m not going to hang onto this pain anymore, because this time you’re going to be part of my trap.
The kids are still in school and I know you’ve taken advantage of your fame to bend the rules. I saw it last night. You and me at the amusement park. I had a plan set up for you two to be together forever just like you secretly wanted.
I’m not that naïve. I know how to cross wires and use my fame to my advantage too. I’ve been plotting and scheming to this very opportunity to fulfill your wishes. You want to be happy. You want to be happy with him.
I see you step onto the platform hand-in-hand. You’re using your charm to convince your secret lover onto a white steed. I guess you’re really excited about going to hell for your infidelity based on that rare smile on your face. Oh, that smile. The one that made my heart flutter now causes so much pain one last time confirms my plot to be working.
I don’t feel guilty at all, but I don’t want to watch this scene anymore. I’m walking away from my past and move forward to the glorious future. I refuse to let you taint my thoughts of love and happiness. I close my eyes as I feel the ground tremble beneath my feet and the sounds of panic among the small crowd are muted to my ears. I opened my eyes and noticed a little debris fall from the sky. A strange feeling of satisfaction prodded my heard and a smile formed across my face, thinking, “Here lies Asagi and Karyu: a love built by lies and deception”.
Pairing(s): Asagi x Shinya & Asagi x Karyu
Band(s): D, Dir en grey, & D'espairsRay
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Shinya has a feeling that his lover Asagi is cheating on him with his ex-boyfriend, so he gets revenge.
Author's Notes: This was an old idea that's been sitting in dust in my mind for a while and I finally got it together. This is based off the t.A.T.u music video for "30 minutes". Hopefully, this is a start for me to revive my claim on 50stories
I wonder if I was foolish to believe things were over. But I had this feeling you were seeing him. You always acted like you didn’t know who I was referring to, but deep down inside you know who it is. My band mates kept telling me, “Everything will be okay” or even “He wouldn’t do such a thing.” But I have proof that you’re not as innocent as you portray yourself to be.
I followed you today, after you said your goodbyes and pressed those tainted lips on mine then left. Everything seemed so normal. You were doing what you love and expressing it with new beautiful melodies and then he called. I felt my heart stop when you played it off so casually to your band mates.
You’ve changed yourself. Your fingers were decorated with expensive gothic rings, your hair was freshly straightened, and your scent was clearly overpowering every where you went. I guess he must still be very special to you. I guess he gives you something I don’t provide.
This man approaching you so excitedly must be the person responsible for making you happy lately. I’ve never seen you smile so brightly before. I can’t believe you’ve been hiding such a beautiful feature from me. I suppose this is proof that he makes you happier than I do. What have I done to deserve this from you?
He doesn’t look that special to me. Sure, he’s tall and lean like a model, but his face is so ordinary and his nose is a little abnormal. Looking in his back pocket he appears to be a smoker, which I thought you found as a turn off. Perhaps that’s a lie as well. I can’t imagine you with someone like him. I wonder if you can’t see yourself with me anymore and you’re just not telling me.
My heart began to break a little more as you and him laced fingers and walked. I wondered if he feels like me, so light and at peace because we’re so connected. Maybe that feeling was an illusion to lure me into your trap. You two walked like you’ve been together forever, like the break-up never existed. Or perhaps my relationship with you was the thing that truly never existed. But I’m not going to hang onto this pain anymore, because this time you’re going to be part of my trap.
The kids are still in school and I know you’ve taken advantage of your fame to bend the rules. I saw it last night. You and me at the amusement park. I had a plan set up for you two to be together forever just like you secretly wanted.
I’m not that naïve. I know how to cross wires and use my fame to my advantage too. I’ve been plotting and scheming to this very opportunity to fulfill your wishes. You want to be happy. You want to be happy with him.
I see you step onto the platform hand-in-hand. You’re using your charm to convince your secret lover onto a white steed. I guess you’re really excited about going to hell for your infidelity based on that rare smile on your face. Oh, that smile. The one that made my heart flutter now causes so much pain one last time confirms my plot to be working.
I don’t feel guilty at all, but I don’t want to watch this scene anymore. I’m walking away from my past and move forward to the glorious future. I refuse to let you taint my thoughts of love and happiness. I close my eyes as I feel the ground tremble beneath my feet and the sounds of panic among the small crowd are muted to my ears. I opened my eyes and noticed a little debris fall from the sky. A strange feeling of satisfaction prodded my heard and a smile formed across my face, thinking, “Here lies Asagi and Karyu: a love built by lies and deception”.