argh, today, nothing works. okay, at least my car passed the inspection halfway okay, but I just tried to hang my curtain rod, and it just fell off the wall again, so now I have to find a way to make it work differently, and my thesis is also not really working out so well and everything just frustrates me ( Read more... )

this is like the first positive thing that has happened in ages, today I went to get my car checked at the TÜV and it went through okay, it had three little problems, two of which really need to be fixed soonish, but the rest was okay, so I can drive Sir Edward for the next two years. it was kind of weird, I think I felt a bit like a mother who ( Read more... )

now that I've had time to get over the shock I'm starting to think more clearly again and try to think about what options I have ( Read more... )

just got the letter from the University in Erlangen that I didn't get accepted for the Master's degree in Psychology...it's not final yet, because there might still be people who don't accept their spot, but it's still bad. the cut-off was at 1.9, I have a 2.3, so it will even be hard to get leftover spots.

oh fuck...I really don't know what to do

so, from friday to yesterday I was in Hamburg, staying with Ronny (who took the pics I posted a while ago), because he had sort of an exhibition of his photographs at a gothic party ( Read more... )

how do you fall out of love ( Read more... )

today, for some reason, I can't seem to get anything written. well, I managed about 260 words so far, but that's really pathetic.

and I have results, but I don't know what to do with them. which makes me feel extremely stupid.

as of right now, it's 5455 words, which means I wrote over 500 words today, which is kind of ridiculous, but it's a lot for me...now I just need to keep going, and I'll be able to get this sucker done in time. if I write like 300 words a day, I'll manage my 10000 word goal...but technically, it's not so much about the number of words anymore, it's ( Read more... )

as of now, it's 4920 words and starting to be kind of okay (well, my best friend says it's good, but I really don't like it...so I guess it's okay ( Read more... )

today, I woke up with the most horrible back pain I have ever had, dragged myself to work anyways, and ended up going straight to the doctor around 11, because I was completely unable to do anything because it hurt so much. my orthpedist, where I didn't even have to wait half an hour until he saw me, told me that it comes from the muscles in my ( Read more... )