"For the rowers keep on rowing, and they're certainly not showing, any signs that they are slowing..

Jul 29, 2005 02:08

I don't know why I find it necessary to use such discretion and care in updating in here. I can never let myself just write or rant. It needs to be neat, and "worthy", and whatever other expectations and standards I hold myself to with a lot more than simply updating LiveJournal. It's a characteristic that definitely holds its share of the good ( Read more... )

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zedmightbehuman July 29 2005, 07:05:37 UTC
Jesus, now i know why you left early...

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ilswyn July 29 2005, 07:37:04 UTC
Thanks for sharing your honest words ( ... )

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Lateralus! kyphosis July 29 2005, 12:15:41 UTC
No need to apologize--I quite enjoy rants, especially reading others' interesting ones, so, they're always welcome here. Thanks for commenting at all ( ... )

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Re: Lateralus! ilswyn July 29 2005, 17:39:59 UTC
Understood :).

Hope you're doing well too.

See you in two weeks ^_^.

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Re: Lateralus! ilswyn July 29 2005, 17:59:35 UTC
Hopefully, eventually, what you need to complete your life will become so natural, you'll never have to beat yourself up again :). That has largely happened to me and I guess that's partly why this is a confusing point ( ... )

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revilo July 29 2005, 13:17:47 UTC
that's how i felt about graduation, too. no awe over finally coming so far, no longing for the four years past. just an impassivity that has followed me all summer. depressing.

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meldae_wildeyes July 29 2005, 16:25:55 UTC
Ah Mellissa, palabras con verdad de tu son mas interesante y... thought-provoking? Is that translatable into Spanish? In my small yet capable mind, I think the reason you don't ache so much or even FEEL so much for Dreyfoos in remorse is because you experience was positive and not dreadfully horrible that you don't need to miss it so terribly. I think you're content with your experience and know that you could come back any time and we'd welcome you back into the fold at anytime. It's just that awesome. ^.~ Btw, you, Albert, and I need to go to CityPlace some time and hangout. I finished "The Beautiful and Damned by Fitzgerald and would love some input on what else to read in the vast literary divide ( ... )

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kyphosis July 30 2005, 03:41:24 UTC
"Btw, you, Albert, and I need to go to CityPlace some time and hangout."

I would love that, but that "some time" is dwindling shorter and shorter. I leave on the 13th, which is two weeks from tomorrow (Saturday). Do you think maybe we could meet some day this week? Otherwise, you kids start school back on the Wednesday of the next week. Maybe I could meet you at CityPlace on that day or the next after school. But aside from those, options are unfortunately becoming slimmer by the minute.

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famisheternity July 30 2005, 23:28:18 UTC
I come back August 7. We could hang out anytime before the 13th, hopefully. What's your cell number?

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kyphosis July 31 2005, 00:49:03 UTC
315-6463.

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sawahthehippi July 29 2005, 19:20:48 UTC
i don't know, melissa, i think that entry was pretty fucking good. :)

i'll miss you.

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