Sympathy, preferably empathy, is fine since it leaves me feeling loved, at least. Pity, lacking support of any kind, is worse than useless. After all, I still have my pride
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I think we should haveyonnahdjNovember 25 2009, 19:45:08 UTC
A choir of Amtgard * Cannot Field any more* due to health. Morgi, Huntress, you and I can get it started... I am sure there are others. Seriously I found I was able to do more/have less pain when I remember to grab/run energy every hour or two while I am awake & ward the bed when I am napping. I do not sleep through the night. I sleep 2-3 hours tops, then have to go to the bathroom &/or move around. If I stay still more than an hour or 2, I get too stiff to move and my lower back/ legs will spasm. I continue to need a radio or tv playing when I am sleeping or I wake up screaming, sweaty, and jittery. If I have nightmares I cannot remember them. My feelings on being involuntarily retired for health/ body disability are about yours... I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR THIS! I would rather be able enough to work. My cell phone is 254 247 7434. Cell phone lives in a pocket (think Morgi) unless it is in the charger, or I am in the shower. If you have to pay tolls to call out of area, call me and hamg up, I will call you back.
I am so sorry my friend. If I could help I would, do what you need to do for your health and sanity. Focus on what brings joy and calm. If you like tea I have some really yummy ones I wouldn't mind sharing.
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Seriously I found I was able to do more/have less pain when I remember to grab/run energy every hour or two while I am awake & ward the bed when I am napping.
I do not sleep through the night. I sleep 2-3 hours tops, then have to go to the bathroom &/or move around. If I stay still more than an hour or 2, I get too stiff to move and my lower back/ legs will spasm. I continue to need a radio or tv playing when I am sleeping or I wake up screaming, sweaty, and jittery. If I have nightmares I cannot remember them.
My feelings on being involuntarily retired for health/ body disability are about yours... I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR THIS! I would rather be able enough to work.
My cell phone is 254 247 7434. Cell phone lives in a pocket (think Morgi) unless it is in the charger, or I am in the shower. If you have to pay tolls to call out of area, call me and hamg up, I will call you back.
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