Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
and you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you, I'm begging you
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs...
And sit alone and wonder,
How you're making out.
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone...
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
I'll wait until tomorrow,
Maybe you'll feel better then..
Maybe we'll be better then.
So what's another day,
when I can't bear these
nights of thoughts
of going on without you?
This mood of yours is temporary.
It seems worth the wait
to see your smile again.
Out of the corner of my eye
won't be the only way
you're looking at me then.
So quiet,
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath......
again it goes unnoticed.
*Dashboard*
I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine
Try to understand,
there's and old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them,
pushing everything that's good away
I heard that you were home again,
but you don't look like your back to me.
With your focuses changing,
your gaze is transfixed
on a point that I cannot see.
You've got your new ties,
I've got my old lies,
you've got your inside lines
But your never happy with what you've got.
Careful now,
You're so beautiful
When you've convinced yourself,
That no one else is quite as beautiful.
I heard that you were living well,
but you don't look like your living to me.
Though the sparkle is gone,
the smile is in place
so that everyone watching can see.
You've got them all convinced,
but I know it so well
That you could list your friends,
but you can't count on them
Hold it now
You've got everyone convinced that your alright..
When no one else is quite as vulnerable.
As soon as you got it
you want something else
It's not the sale that you love,
its the sell
It's not the price that's going to cost you
It's just the weight that's going to bring you Down.