I have been waiting 10 minutes and the same person's print project is still printing. I hate busy computer lab waits to print.

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nice weather
recording
new music
cooking
feeling domestic
no more doubts

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creepy computer lab guys
lots of homework
impending doom research paper

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I can never fucking relax or let my guard down. Not only am I unable, I'm unallowed. I don't want to feel like this anymore.

Computer problems seem to have been fixed after running Spybot and removing its tagged files. Whoo!

I need to learn to just chill out. I feel high strung all the time, always worrying about something. Relax!!

I can't remember being this tired in a long time. My sleep schedule is all messed up and I haven't slept properly in a few days. I have the chance to go home and get maybe 3 hours before I have to go to work tonight. At least I don't have any homework to do when I get home from work ( Read more... )

So:
I got a free version of Macafee on access antivirus from Purdue. I installed Adaware spysweeper thingy to get rid of popups. Macafee said the spyware scanner thing was a virus. So I deleted that. Anyway, removing the spyware it found didn't help with the popups. Does anyone have a good, free spyware remover that I can get?

l.

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back pain is getting better. just muscle soreness now from straining to keep things in place.
butt sandwich icon from weird jam comic.

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insomnia.
skipping classes.

I want to stop:
drinking, feeling depressed, worrying, caring, feeling alone, reaching and failing, failing in general, stressing, my back from hurting every second of the day, feeling unimportant

I feel like nobody understands me. Not even you.

And I never feel included.