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[kytykatt]

I just found out my Aunt C. finally passed away from cancer. F*ck. She was only in her 50's. I'm going to miss her so much. She was a huge influence in my life. The family has known for several months now to be ready. But f*ck, really Thanksgiving week? I really hate holidays. Bad things, life changing, bad things always happen on the holidays for

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numb sad tired blah

[kytykatt]

I really wish I had someone to hold me while I cry. Someone to let me soak their shirt in tears. I don't even feel like talking or feel the need for words of comfort. I just want to be held ... and loved

I just want someone to take care of me. I'm so tired of being 'independent' and 'tough' right now. I think I'm gonna go sit in the tub for a while. maybe the warm water will comfort and relax me