Sad Today

[kytyngurl2]

I wish I knew who my real friends were and weren't. I really wish I had someone to talk to about what I'm going through-- but I'm terrified now of being a burden or annoyance.

I'm also sorry for being gone for so long, I'll explain what has been happening in a future post, promise.

Comments

[mehael]

*shrugs* Time tells you who your real friends are. Look for the ones that help you when you need it. Look for the ones that aren't afraid to tell you they think you're wrong, yet respect your right to make your own mistakes if you're so determined. That's my take, anyways.

[kytyngurl2]

Yeah, it's just a lot of me doesn't want to believe that someone misrepresented themselves enough to me to become a very good close friend that I cared for and entrusted with very private information when really they disliked me enough to do what they've done to me.

*nods*

[mehael]

I understand not wanting to believe that you could be so wrong about someone. I thought I had found someone to spend the rest of my life with, and now all I want is to take care of the house so that she isn't connected to me in any way. It's been rough at times. It still makes me doubt my judgment at times.

The actions that people take often differ from their words. In a perfect world it wouldn't be that way, but unfortunately it is. I pay attention to the actions, or sometimes the lack thereof, in these situations. The truth has always lay there in my experience.