Multi-chapter | It's Complicated | chapter 12
Title: It’s Complicated
Author: kyu_x
Beta: lovekame02
Main pairing(s): Akame, Ryopi, Pin
Side pairing(s): Ryo/Kame, Pin
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: RyoKame and Pin are going to the same therapist for the same reasons, they’re not happy on their relationship. The therapist gets the idea to get Akame and RyoPi together to notice what they looses if they loose their loved ones. Does this help at all? Or does it only make things more complicated?
Guest(s) of the chapter: Seto Koji, Yamamoto Yusuke
Credit(s): This chapter has some quotes from Queer as folk. Otherwise it’s all my work. Deal with it.
It’s Complicated
CHAPTER 12 - “You complete me”
Subject: -
Next Friday, therapy session for Yamashita-san and Kamenashi-san.
On Saturday, for Nishikido-san and Akanishi-san.
Arrive at 1pm.
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If it was possible for a room to be in a more perfect state of chaos, Kazuya didn't want to know about it. Kazuya felt like he woke up to the smell of something rotten. Maybe there was a corpse in the walls or something. He felt Jin’s arm dropping from his chest to his waist as he got up messing his hair a bit. Kazuya wasn’t that much of a cleaning type of a person, but this apartment needed cleaning. The room even looked weird cause everything was such a mess and then there was the brand new bed. “Have you been awake for long?” a husky voice drawled into Kazuya’s ear. He jumped, automatically grabbing the blanket with him as he landed successfully on the floor. He could here Jin’s chuckle as he blushed while crawling back to Jin, but he responded without his voice giving him away.
“No, just woke up.” he muttered back to the older one. He laid next to Jin who stretched his arm a bit. “Sorry, did I make your arm numb?” he did use it as a pillow for who knows how long they’ve slept.
Jin snorted, and leaned closer. His breath was hot against Kazuya’s neck, “I have a boner.” he murmured huskily, making Kazuya’s eyes wide. Wasn’t it Jin who rejected him yesterday in the first place? Well the bed did need the test round.
“Oh?” Kazuya turned on the bed, still lying. “Had a hot dream about me?” he smirked before shifting his hand from the sheet to Jin’s thigh to palm the erection through his sweatpants. Jin couldn't help it; his hips bucked, rubbing himself against the hand cupping him. The feeling was overwhelming, and the fact that it was Kazuya made it only better. Jin let out a small moan, closing his eyes from the pleasure.
Kazuya grinned at Jin’s moan but when Jin started grinding that big hand against him, he shoved a hand over his mouth, stifling the moans that were building in his throat. Once again Jin leaned closer and groaned softly into his ear, “Let me hear your voice, princess.”
“Weren’t you the one who needed to be taken care of?” Kazuya gasped, ears ringing with the shouting and the thunder and the rushing of the blood in his ears. If the moment would have been any other, he would’ve probably got mad about the fact that Jin just called him a princess.
Jin’s voice cut through them all, hoarse and hot. “We have all the time we need.” Jin pulled Kazuya’s sweatpants lower. Kazuya bit his lip to keep from screaming when Jin’s hand closed around him, gripping his flesh just a little too tightly. Jin’s hand started to spread the pre-cum from the tip all the way down the shaft, and Kazuya’s hips rocked into his fist. He kept rocking up as Jin loosened and tightened his grip while little whimpers and moans forced their way out past his lips. He felt like his veins were throbbing with pleasure as he scrabbled to cling onto Jin’s arms, pleading with whimpers and digging fingers for the other boy not to stop. His hands slipped on the sweat on Jin’s bare arms, and he could feel the muscles shaking under his slender hands. The other man was just as turned on as he was. Jin was pressing hot, open mouthed kisses on his throat, one hand massaging Kazuya’s thigh as the other worked Kazuya into a frenzy.
“Jin-” Kazuya moaned, his breath catching in a gasp when Jin’s grip tightened. “Please, I'm so- it feels so good, please, Jin-” Jin drove Kazuya over the edge, heat shooting through his veins and down to his groin as his head snapped back, scream trapped by his own hand clamped across his mouth as he flew apart. Jin grabbed one of Kazuya’s wrists and tugged his hands down to Jin’s exposed cock, which was already leaking pre-cum despite the lack of attention it had gotten. Kazuya grasped it automatically, still buzzing from his own orgasm, and curiously felt up the length. It was thick and hot, making Kazuya’s already sex-fuzzed mind whirl with possibilities. Jin’s hand closed around his own, helping Kazuya stroke him off until the other could get his own rhythm going. Kazuya loved the heat of it against his palm, the smell of the damp flesh.
Kazuya leaned in closer in order to hear those throaty groans Jin was letting out better. Doing his best not to stumble in his rhythm, he bent down and reached into the night table. His fingers closed over the foil-covered object and his heart sped up. Jin’s hips bucked up again. Kazuya teared the condom packet open with his teeth. He slide himself lower, eyes locked on the older one. “Oh fuck, yes,” Jin gasped, leaning forward to tangle his fingers in Kazuya’s hair. Kazuya put the tip of the condom in his mouth, and leaned in.
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Ryo has never been really a morning person. That’s something Pi shared in common with him. That’s why Pi wasn’t surprised to find Ryo, curled up in the bed, murmuring in the pillow when Pi came from shower. He saw Ryo turning slightly looking at Pi with tired eyes. “Good morning.” Pi walked to the other side of the bed. He sat on the edge of the bed, running his hand through Ryo’s messy hair. “Slept well?”
“What time is it?” Ryo mumbled, half awake, yet half asleep. He wasn’t even aware how horny his voice made Pi. Ryo didn’t wait for Pi to answer. Instead he turned in the bed, taking his cell phone, flipping it open. “Shit, it’s already this late.” he kept murmuring, sitting up. “I got the freaking parent’s day today.”
Pi stood up, moving his towel from his waist into his head, messing his hair. He was aware that Ryo stared at lower part of his body, he was very aware. He let the towel drop on his shoulders as he turned around to show his back at Ryo, walking to his stuff where he took a pair of new boxers. “You can always skip it and text them you’re working.” Pi says moving to Ryo, wearing the boxers. He crawled on top of Ryo, letting some water drop from his hair on top of Ryo. “And stay in with me.”
“That sure sounds tempting,” Ryo said, trying to lean in to capture Pi’s lips, but it seemed that he was on his teasing mode. Ryo bit his lip, making a proper eye contact between them. “But-”
“No buts,” Pi finally leaned in to kiss Ryo, letting his tongue slide through Ryo’s upper lip. “You see,” Pi started reaching out for Ryo’s phone and flipped it open. He typed something, looking like he was trying to find something from Ryo’s phone. Ryo had his eyes locked on half naked, still slightly wet Pi on top of him. Pi smirked turning he phone around, showing Ryo a message he had sent for Ryo’s mother. It said I’m sorry, but I had to go to work and it seems there’s some troubles so it takes awhile. We should do this another time.
“You son of a-” Ryo sat properly taking his phone. He stood up, starting to dress up. Pi sat on the bed, looking kind of offended as Ryo dressed himself up. “I’m sorry,” Ryo finally said, stepping closer, cupping Pi’s face, looking at him. “I have to go home before they go to my work place and figure it all out.”
“Eh?” Was all Pi managed to let out when Ryo leaned in to press a small kiss on his lips before leaving. “Wait couple of hours and come back home after that, I’ll get rid f them with that time.” he said before leaving Pi alone in the bed, still not really that sure what the hell just happened.
Couple of hours later, Pi was on his way back to the house. For his boredom, he had gone shopping and ended up buying new jeans and few shirts. Ryo was so going to pay them to him as a present for being such a bitch earlier. He opened the door, pushing it open. “Baby, I’m home.” he said, walking in but heard nothing. Ryo was out? Pi walked few steps, hearing voices from the living room. “Ryo? Babe?” he kept walking until he saw Ryo, face buried into his face in the kitchen. He lifted his eyes and saw Ryo’s parents with their suitcases next to Ryo.
“Babe?” Ryo’s father repeated, moving his look to Ryo. He didn’t seem to be mad or disappointed, more like shocked. And who could blame him? It was clear that his son had lied to him. “What’s going on here? Aren’t you his co-worker?”
Ryo stoop up letting out a deep sigh. “I guess we have to tell them the truth.” he said, walking to Pi, giving him a peck to his lips. “Welcome back.” he made a small smile to very confused Pi. Ryo turned back to his parents, taking Pi’s hand. “Mom, dad- this is Yamashita Tomohisa, my boyfriend.”
“Ryo,” Pi whispered, wanting some signal if he was telling the real truth, cause it wasn’t allowed. On the other hand, they didn’t introduce themselves as a couple in the first place, which was also not allowed.
Ryo answered to Pi by squeezing his hand. “I broke up with Kazuya.” he said then, escaping every eye contact he could have with anyone. “Awhile ago. Then I met him and we’ve been dating for a month now.”
“A month?” Ryo’s mother made sure. “And he’s living here?” she was clearly as shocked as her husband was. “Isn’t that quite soon, darling?”
“He-”
“I’m not living here officially.” Pi said then. “Just spending nights every now and then.” he covered Ryo up. Pi knew how much it meant for Ryo to say he had broken up with Kazuya.
“I’m sorry,” Ryo made a small bow, followed by Pi. “I know how much you love Kazuya, but it didn’t work out between us.” he said, face hidden behind his hair.
“Did he walk out on you?” his father suggested and Pi was shocked. His parents assumed right away it was Ryo’s fault that they broke up? That there was no chance for Kamenashi to do the mistake?
Ryo shook his head. “We both decided that this was the best solution.”
“It’s not that we’re mad, we just wanted that you could inform us.” his mother said. “We’ll be leaving now, but I want you to know that we want your happiness, and only your happiness.” she said then. “You don’t have to hide your boyfriends from us, you know. We’ll accept you for who you are and if you love Yamashita-kun, then we’re happy to welcome him into our family.” she said, smiling to Ryo before the two of them crabbed their stuff and left.
A little while after that, Pi and Ryo were laying in their bed, really not talking, just laying there, fingers travelling on each others’ arms. Pi turned his head to look at Ryo. “Thank you,” he said making Ryo’s head turn to him as well. “I know how hard it was for you to tell that to them.”
Ryo turned around properly, pulling Pi closer. “It’s okay.”
“We’ll just figure something out together, so you can explain to them this whole thing later.” Pi made a small smile, but Ryo shook his head, looking rather sad.
“I’m not sure if it’ll ever work out between me and Kazuya again.” he said, looking at Pi’s hand, travelling around his chest. “When I think that if it’s love I feel towards him,” he lifted his eyes to look at Pi. “What is it that I feel for you?” Ryo’s watching his hands as they slide down Pi’s chest, sending a hot blush up Pi’s neck to creep into his cheeks. His fingers splay across Pi’s stomach, pale against his skin and resting there like he's not sure what to do next. And Pi’s not sure either, because for all the times they've done this, this time felt completely different. Then Ryo leaned in, opening his mouth against Pi’s neck and that’s new. He’s never kissed Pi like that before. Usually their kisses were hot, and fast, but this time, Ryo gave all the time he had and slowly massaged their lips together. Like there’s never going to be another time.
Yamapi reached up to run a hand through Ryo’s hair, shivering a little when a warm tongue slided along his skin. Ryo pulled his mouth away from Yamapi’s neck to kiss him again. And that's better than talking, because when Pi was kissing him he didn't have to think about anything. He could forget about his parents, his work, the whole experience, the most scaring was that he could forget all about Kazuya. Ryo could forget about everything except Pi’s mouth and the body pressing him into the mattress. His hands landed on Pi’s waist, fingers gripping the hem of his vest and before he realized what he's doing he pushed the fabric halfway up Pi’s back. Pi mumbled something against his mouth and pressed a thigh between Ryo’s legs, and Ryo couldn't help thrusting up into the sudden pressure. His hand found the back of Pi’s neck, clamping down hard to hold him in place and then Pi laughed against his mouth reaching between them.
When his fingers found Pi’s stomach this time he didn't hesitate, didn't wait for permission before he opened the button on Ryo’s trousers and slide the zipper down. Ryo’s gripping the top of Pi’s trousers and tugging them down, lifting up just enough to let Pi help a little. He quit when Pi’s trousers were around his thighs, but that's fine with Yamapi because Ryo was already leaning in to kiss him again. Then Ryo’s hand closed around him, fingers just sweaty enough to let his hand slide easily up and down. All Pi could think about was the hand on his cock and the mouth moving along his skin, murmuring nonsense words. He’s vaguely aware of thrusting into Ryo’s grip, hands clutching hard at his shoulders and Pi just managed to moan before he came. And even with his eyes closed he could feel Ryo’s eyes on him, knew he's watching while Pi panted for breath. His heart's still beating fast when he finally opened his eyes, and sure enough Ryo was watching, eyes wide and Pi didn't hesitate before he wrapped an arm around Ryo’s neck and pulled him into a kiss.
Ryo squirmed against him and for a second Pi thinks he's trying to get away, then he realized that Ryo was wriggling out of his own trousers. His stomach lurched at the thought of Ryo actually confessing to him. Yamapi flattened his hand against Ryo’s chest and pushed him backwards onto the mattress, stretching out next to him and pressing their mouths together as his hand closes around Ryo’s cock. And he was still panting himself, so it took him a couple tries to get the rhythm right. Ryo didn't seem to mind, though, at least not if the murmured encouragements and occasional exclamations were anything to go by. And he's not shy at all about thrusting up to meet Pi, rocking into his grip and moaning a little louder with each stroke. Just when Yamapi’s starting to worry that the neighbours would hear, Ryo shouted something he's pretty sure wasn't a word and thrusted up one last time, wet heat coating Pi’s fingers and Ryo’s vest. He sank back against the pillows, eyes closed and face flushed a shade of red.
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Fingers tangled together, Jin and Kazuya walked on the streets. They decided to go out since it was weekend, they didn’t have to work. They haven’t been out with out any business in a long time so they decided to grab some breakfast in the coffee shop near by their house. “It’s really crowded, huh.” Kazuya said as the place was pretty much full. “I’ll go to order for us, you go to look a place to sit?” he turned to look at Jin who nodded. With a small smile, Kazuya leaned in to capture Jin’s lips in a sweet kiss before walking in. Jin noticed more than few people were watching him, with such disgust in their eyes. He didn’t really like this sort of attention. He looked around, but saw no empty table out side.
“Oh, Jin-senpai?”
Jin turned around to see his old kouhai, Seto Koji sitting alone in one table. Jin walked closer to him and noticed that he was flashy as ever. His jeans were quite normal, but he had a white hoodie with light blue signs on it. His jacket was rather normal though it was resting on the back of his chair. Thank God he had at least changed that ridiculous hair style of his to a normal one. He used to have a hair that looked like a helmet. Now his hair was darker, and styled properly. “Hi.”
“You’re looking for a place to sit?” he asked, pulling out a chair next to him. “I’m leaving in few minutes so feel free to take this table.” he smiled friendly. That’s a point Jin always liked about his kouhai. He was always so friendly and said no bad word about anyone. “Saw your boyfriend, quite a catch.” he winked, biting gently his tongue.
Jin’s smile got warm as he gave a quick look at Kazuya who was getting in the line inside. “I know.” he agreed, sitting down. He gave his kouhai a look, having to stop him from asking if he was dating anyone at the moment. “What are you doing here alone?” Jin asked instead, moving his eyes back to the shop, trying to look for Kazuya with his eyes. He wondered if Kazuya would find him there.
“Waiting for- oh, there you are.” Koji smiled as a man with a red hair jogged to them. Jin gave him a quick glance, screening the guy from head to toe. His hair was red which didn’t give Jin such a nice impression. He looked quite casual other way, he was wearing a black t-shit with a jean jacket on top of it and jeans that matched his jacket. “Babe, this is Akanishi Jin. He was my senpai in high school.” Koji introduced the, and when the man smiled at Jin, he nodded to the red haired guy as a greeting. “This is Yusuke, Yamamoto Yusuke.” Koji told then.
“Baby, everyone’s watching us- again.” Yusuke said as Koji had his fingers tangled on his boyfriend’s shirt. He looked uncomfortable and awkward. And Jin knew that look too well. It wasn’t that he was ashamed of his boyfriend, or the fact he was being gay, he was hard. That’s why he wanted out.
“Who gives a flying fuck what straight people think?”
That hit Jin. Why was he so worried of what people thought about him- or Kazuya? That was none of their business. If they didn’t like what they saw, they could go away. Jin didn’t live to pleasure them, he shall do as he wants and he’d do it the way he enjoys.
Yusuke snorted slightly, trying to get the hint to his boyfriend. It just didn’t seem to go that well. “Besides we have company.” he said then.
“Oh, Jin-senpai?” he asked, looking at his boyfriend. “But he has a gorgeous piece of ass inside, getting coffee for them.” Koji smirked, before finally getting what his boyfriend wanted. “Oh, you wanna go home?”
“Yes please.” he said, looking like he had to fight against something, and Jin had to bit his lip not to laugh at him. They probably hadn’t seen all day, and more importantly haven’t had sex in awhile for reasons that didn’t really interest Jin.
“Fine.” Koji stood up, putting on his sunglasses. “See you around, senpai!”
Jin nodded to him, noticing Kazuya walking to him with a coffee and ice latte. “I’m sorry, the line inside- it was crazy!” he said, placing the coffee in front of Jin while sitting down. “Did you wait for long?” he smiled, taking a sip of his latte.
With a smile Jin shook his head. “It’s okay, I run into old friend.” he said then before taking Kazuya’s hand. He shouldn’t feel ashamed of himself at any state, and he should definitely not be ashamed of Kazuya.
TO BE CONTINUED
Author Note:
Haudi hou, peeps! Haven’t updated this in awhile so decided to write this one! It’s getting closer and closer to the final by every chapter I write ;____; Very sad.
I had a beta for this but cause I’m stupid and have a bad memory, I can’t remember who it was so turn yourself in so I can write you down! But we all make mistakes, even the better ones! Right, Kame-chan? I’m still loving how Jin looks like “Been there, Done that.”
