It's Complicated chapter 7 1/2
With a small smile Jin opened his mouth, tasting a little burned toast fed to him by his lover. Moments after he took the toast in, Yamapi leaned in and kissed Jin, taking a small bite of the toast he made.
Jin laughed as some toast smeared onto the corner of Pi’s mouth. He quickly licked it off Pi’s lips and smiled big as they dazed each others.
“Any burned cooking has never tasted so good.” Jin said breaking the silence and received a smile from Pi.
“Happy 3 years anniversary, Jin.”
When Jin opened his eyes again, he was at Kazuya’s and Nishikido’s house, on Kazuya’s and Nishikido’s bed. Looking around Jin noticed he was alone. Was Kazuya already up?
Hearing the water from shower, Jin inferred that Kazuya was on the shower. Damn, he felt sleepy. Why did the stupid therapy have to be so early? They would have had a nice day off, but no- they had therapy.
Since when did Jin think that way?
Sighing, Jin sat up. Noticing Kazuya walking to the room, Jin’s heart jumped. Stepping on the closet, Kazuya pulled his wet hair back. The water was still dripping through his body.
As Kazuya took off the towel, revealing his gorgeous behind, Jin had to look away. He wanted to keep staring at Kazuya but having the fear to get caught he decided not to.
Gulping Jin got up. “S-shower.” he mumbled, walking to the shower.
After his shower, Jin had to wonder. Why was Kazuya already up? Normally he had to basically pull Kazuya from bed to shower. He was never a morning person.
Kazuya was on the kitchen as Jin walked from the shower to the bedroom. Stopping on the halfway, Jin noticed Kazuya was taking a beer. “Kazuya.”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah.” Kazuya opened his beer. “Don’t start with the nag right in the early morning, thank you.”
“I was going to ask how come you were already awake-” Jin walked to Kazuya grabbing his beer. “But I won’t let you drink this.”
Kazuya tried to grab the beer back but Jin lifted it too high. “Tch.” he turned and opened the fridge to take another one, but Jin pulled him to the bedroom.
“We’re leaving in half an hour. We can drink at my place afterwards.”
“We?” Kazuya looked at Jin putting on a shirt. He remembered how the last time ended. “Maybe we should-” his voice died. “Um-”
“Hm?” Jin put a yellow hoodie and his leather jacket.
“That are we allowed to- you know.” Kazuya lowered his head.
“Have sex?” Jin asked then and Kazuya nodded. “You want to?”
Kazuya looked away. “It’s not t-that! Just-if we drink and… it happens to happen.”
Jin looked at the blushing Kazuya. He wanted to walk to him, grab him and kiss him hard. Dazing a little, Jin looked away. He couldn’t be that obvious. Thinking of Pi, Jin started to feel sad. This was somehow cheating, right? Dreaming of another guy.
“I woke up about an hour ago-” Kazuya sat on the bed, changing the topic. “I thought about Ryo and- I couldn’t sleep anymore.” Kazuya looked a photo of him and Ryo on their first date. They were still in high school back then.
“I see.” Jin looked out from the window. Kazuya really loved this Ryo-guy, huh?
“We should go.” Kazuya stood up.
Sighing slightly, Jin nodded. “Yeah.”
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Ryo and Pi were on their way to the therapy. Neither one said a thing. More like neither one knew what to say. Clearing his throat, Pi decided to break the silence. “So- it’s really been a month, huh.”
“Mm.” Ryo mumbled. “It doesn’t feel like a month, though.”
Pi had to wonder what Ryo meant. Did he mean that the time flew so fast that it didn’t feel like it has already been a month? Or did he mean just month? “Y-yeah.” he decided just to agree.
“Kazuya, huh.” Ryo didn’t really know what to do when he would see Kazuya. Hug him? Kiss him?
As they arrived, they looked at each others, taking a deep breath. “This is it now.” Entering to the building Ryo and Pi walked on the hallway, both nervous as hell. Hearing Kazuya’s laugh, Ryo stopped. Kazuya was sitting near. Few more steps and he would actually see Kazuya.
The few steps were taken and Ryo stopped on the corner again, staring at Kazuya who was sitting on the sofa with Jin.
Jin and Kazuya stood up. There they were. All four of them in the same room, staring at each others, not finding the right words to say.
“Kazuya.” Ryo stood in front of him awhile before hugging him.
Hugging Ryo back, Kazuya sniffed. He missed Ryo. “Ryo.”
“Long time no see.” Jin smiled at Pi who nodded.
“It’s nice to see you.” Pi said before the two of them hugged.
Awkward.
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Eyeing his four patients, the therapist smiled. “So how you have been?” As none of them said really anything, the therapist decided to try it another way. “How does it feel like to see your original partner again?”
As Kazuya and Ryo were sitting near, they looked at each other, nodding a few times. “It’s different.” Kazuya said then.
“I missed you.” Ryo looked at Kazuya and received a smile from him.
“I missed you too.” Kazuya leaned in to place a small kiss on Ryo’s lips.
Jin looked the scene sitting in front of Kazuya, Pi right beside him. He was hoping that seeing Pi, would change his feelings for Kazuya and make him fall for Pi over again.
But seeing that scene, Jin felt jealous.
“How about you two?” the therapist turned into Pi and Jin.
They both blinked staring the therapist blankly. “Uh- great- it’s really great to see you.” Jin turned into Pi, trying to smile. He felt so guilty, he was focusing on Kazuya even on the situation like that.
Pi nodded.
“So how has this month been with the new partner?” as nobody answered, the therapist looked at Jin. “Why won’t you start Akanishi-kun?”
“Eh?” Jin moved his look to Kazuya. “Fine- I guess.” he chuckled. “At start we were almost killing each other but- we manage to work things out.” Unlike he managed to do with Pi.
Kazuya agreed. “Plus I started working!”
“Really?” Ryo looked at Kazuya who nodded. “Where?”
“At Jin’s school- as his assistant.” Kazuya smiled.
“But isn’t Akanishi the one sleeping with students?”
Pi lowered his look. Was it true?
“I’m so proud of you!” Ryo messed Kazuya’s hair.
“So no problems at all?”
“Well-” Jin looked at Kazuya. He knew Kazuya was going to be mad at him for this. “I’m a little worried.”
“Jin.” Kazuya’s warning tone woke up. He knew what Jin was going to say.
“You’re not listening to me, maybe you will listen to him.” Jin said.
Kazuya glared at Jin. ‘Don’t you dare’, he mouthed.
“Kazuya has a drinking problem.” Jin said, eyes locked on Kazuya’s.
“I do not!” Kazuya sighed. He looked at Ryo. “Tell him I don’t.”
Ryo lowered his look. Kazuya did have a problem.
“Let us help you, Kazuya.”
Kazuya got up. “It’s not a problem! I can quit it anytime I want.”
“But you don’t want to.” Ryo said, facing the floor.
Kazuya looked at the two of them. He sat down. He had nothing to say anymore.
“So!” The therapist turned into Ryo. “You two? Going on well?”
“Yeah.” Ryo nodded.
“We were thinking though about the line.” Pi talked.
“Line?” The therapist wanted some corrective.
“We’ll we’re basically dating, right? Are we allowed to have sex?”
“Did you two have sex?” Kazuya stood up again. And he was so thoughtful about Ryo.
“Kazuya, calm down.” Jin looked at him.
“We didn’t.” Ryo said.
“But are we allowed to?” Pi asked again.
“Are you asking if you’re allowed to have sex with your lover?” The therapist asked. “You are supposed to do everything you do normally with your partner.”
“Including sex?” Kazuya turned to the therapist.
“Including sex.” he nodded. “To the next question; how often do you kiss?”
“Eh?”
“Don’t make me repeat myself.”
“S-sometimes.” Jin said then. The therapist was scary.
“Y-yeah.” Pi talked. It was weird to talk about this sort of stuff when Jin was next to him.
“Everyday?” the therapist asked.
Kazuya shook his head. “Not really.”
Jin wanted to say it’s not his fault. He did want to kiss Kazuya, he just didn’t dare. Jin started to wonder if he should ask Kazuya to leave this Ryo-guy. And Jin would leave Pi- and the two of them would run away!
Of course he couldn’t do such thing.
“From now on you’ll kiss at least three times a day.”
“Huh?” Ryo didn’t see the point in that.
“Good morning kiss, have a nice day kiss before going to work and good night kiss.” he explained.
“We’re working in the same place and our working hours are the same.” Kazuya said.
“It doesn’t matter.” the therapist said.
They shared lot of stuff, they talked about the month they shared and the upcoming month. After an hour the therapist told Jin and Kazuya to stay as Pi and Ryo could leave.
“See you in a month, I guess.” Ryo leaned in and kissed Kazuya who nodded, answering on the kiss.
“I don’t mind if you two have sex.” he whispered on Ryo’s ear. They will probably do it too.
Ryo nodded and kissed Kazuya again before leaving.
Jin and Pi just looked at each others. Jin did feel like grabbing Pi and have him in the spot, but he didn’t feel like hugging and caressing him. Pi stepped closer hugging Jin who answered in the hug. “I know about Takeru.” Pi whispered.
“Eh?” Jin stepped back.
“And I’m not sure if I’m ready to forgive you.” Pi teared up.
“Huh?” Jin wasn’t following. How did Pi know about Takeru? Forgive?
“See you, Jin.”
Jin was left to stand with a blank face. He didn’t understand at all. Why couldn’t Pi explain properly?
“What did he say?” Kazuya asked as Jin sat next to him.
“He said he knows about Takeru.” Jin was still in shock.
“Eh? How?” Kazuya wasn’t following either.
“No idea.” Jin looked at Kazuya.
“I have a little suggestion.”
Jin and Kazuya turned to the therapist. “Suggestion?”
“Reading your file, I noticed you were a dancer, am I right Kamenashi-kun?”
Kazuya nodded. “In high school- and a little after.”
“You were danceing?” Jin didn’t know it. No wonder he had such curves.
“Yeah, but I quitted long time ago.” Kazuya felt like old man saying that.
“Why?” Jin asked. “You’d be a great dancer.”
“At that time, my senpai was too much into me it seemed- so I had to choose.” Kazuya said with sorrowful eyes. “Either him and dancing or neither one.”
“That’s ridiculous.” Jin talked. How could anyone do that?!
“How about starting dancing again?” the therapist said. “Replace alcohol with it.”
“Tch, I have no problem with alcohol, why should I replace it?” Kazuya frowned.
“Think about it.” the therapist closed Kazuya’s file. “You can go now.”
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PART 2