Title:Can't Let You Go
Pairings: Hanchul
Genre:romance, drama
Ratings:PG
Warnings:boyXboy relationship
Summary:You've been lovers for a longtime, almost 5 years, you've been happy. Until one day, an unexpected news arrived that would change your their lives.
♥At their Room♥
They’ve been lying on their bed all day long. They have their day off and they planned on cuddling all day.
“Hannie, let’s walk around the park. I want us to have some time alone together.” Heechul said looking at Hankyung.
“Okay Chullie, we’l go after we eat lunch.” Hankyung replied kissing Heechul on his cheek. Hankyung suddenly stand up leaving Heechul on the bed.
♥At the Kitchen♥
Hankyung was cooking their lunch, Beijing Fried Rice and kimchi, when suddenly a pair of small hands wrap around his waist, Hankyung was startled.
“Chullie, don’t do that when I’m cooking.” Hankyung scolded Heechul.
“Mianhae Hannie, I didn’t mean it.” Heechul said pouting. Hankyung always loved Heechul’s pout and he can’t resist it.
“Oh, don’t pout Chullie, you know I’m sad when you pout because I know you are angry at me when you’re pouting.” Hankyung said kissing Heechul’s pout away.
“Are you done cooking? I’m hungry!” Heechul said hugging Hankyung and patting him on the stomach.
“It’s done. I’ll just prepare it, go sit down.” Hankyung said. They sat down and ate together. Hankyung wash the dishes while Heechul was changing. Suddenly Heechul felt dizy, his sickness has elapsed. He decided to break-up with Hankyung when he found out about his sickness.
♥Flashback♥
♣Heechul’s POV♣
“Mr. Kim I’m sorry you are diagnosed with leukemia. You need to undergo treatment immediately.” Docter break the news to me. I was shocked to hear the news. I was frozen on my spot. Tears started to fall down my cheeks. The Doctor just patted my shoulder showing his concern.
“Doctor, please give me 1 week to say goodbye to my love ones and I’ll start the treatment.” I said falling to the ground. “Okay, I’ll respect your decision Mr. Kim. I’ll prepare your treatment for next week.” Doctor explained.
♣End Of Heechul’s POV♣
♥End Of Flashback♥
Heechul wants to cry but he needs to be strong so that he will live. He need to fight this sickness for his loved ones especially Hankung. He went downstairs and they went to the park.
♥At The Park♥
“Hannie, do you remember when we first met here?”
“Chullie, of course. It’s the happiest time of my life.”
“Sorry Haniie, I need to break up with you. I can’t see you suffer because of my sickness and if I die because of this sickness.” Heechul thought to himself.
They spent their day playing, eating, cuddling, teasing each other and making the most of it, Suddenly Heechul decided to tell Hankyung.
“Hannie remember that I always love you.” Heechul said tears threatening to fall, but he kept strong.
“I love you too Chullie.” Hankyung said hugging Heechul.Heechul will remember this day forever being happy with Hankyung. After few minutes of walking around and savoring their time together, Heechul change his mood and said something hurtful to Hankyung.
“Hankyung, let’s break up.” Heechul said being cold with no emotions.
“What! Chullie you’re joking with me right? You know it’s not funny.”Hankyung said shocked visible in his face.
“No, I’m not joking Hankyung. I wanna break up with you, I don’t love you anymore.” Heechul said breaking Hankyung’s heart.
“Chullie, I thought you love me!” Hankyung said tears threaten to fall from his eyes.
“What! Love you?!” Heechul said laughing but deep inside he’s hurting so much. “You think I love you!”Heechul said smirking. “I’ve never loved you Hankyung. I just play with you, like some of my flings or one night stand. You really thought that I love you. You’re so stupid Hankyung!” Heechul said showing no emotion. Hankyung can’t take it anymore. Heechul really hurt him so deeply. He began to cry. Heechul can’t take it to see Hankyung cry when he knew he is the reason why. “I’m so sorry Hankyung but I need to do this” Heechul said in his thought.
“I’ll just go back to the apartment get my things and move out.” Heechul said walking away. He can’t see Hankyung this way anymore, it hurts him so much. Hankyung just cried and sob while seeing Heechul walk away.
“Heechul, why? I thought you love me. You just played with my heart but still I can’t make myself hate you.” Hankyung said in his thought. Heechul saw Hankyung break down in the park. He really wanted to shout “Hankyung I Love You very much this is all a joke, but he can’t he needs to do this.” He walked back to the apartment get his things and went to the hospital.
At the hospital, Heechul became a cold-hearted person. He always fights with the nurses and jus t can’t keep smiling because the one he loved is not with him anymore. He is dying anyway but every night he always looks at Hamkyung’s picture and cries his heart out.
Hankyung tried to move on but he just can’t let anyone enter his life. Only Heechul can own his heart and no one can take it away from him. He still loved Heechul despite all the suffering he has done. All of it is worth it as long as it is with Heechul, the one he loved.
♥2 Years Later♥
“Hankyung-ssi where are you going?” a voice somewhere asked.
“Oh…Yong-bin-ssi, why are you here?” Hankyung asked.
“I was doing my grocery when I saw you.” Yongbin said
“Okay…..I was going to the hospital to visit my friend Nica.” Hankyung said
“How was Nica? Is she okay?” Yongbin asked worry shown on her voice.
“She’s okay just needed some rest.” Hankyung said.
“That’s great. I’ll visit her tomorrow because I need to meet with my fiancé, Yesung.” Yongbin said.
“Okay, tell Yesung I said hi.” Hankyung said separating ways with Yongbin and went to the hospital.
♥At the Hospital♥
Hankyung went inside Nica’s room and they talked about things. “So Hankyung oppa how’s your love life..? Have you found Heechul oppa yet?” Nica asked.
“I haven’t found him but I will find him and get him back no matter what happens.” Hankyung said with confidence.
“Hanykung oppa I will support you till the end. Fighting!” Nica said giving him support.
“Kamsahamnida Nica. Saranghae!” Hangkyung said hugging Nica tight. Nica hug him back.
“I need to go Nica. I still have work. Bye” Hankyung said waving his hand and getting out of the room. When he was passing by one of the rooms, he heard a familiar voice, a voice that he longs and love for a long time. He suddenly walked towards the room and looked inside. He was shocked to see the person he was searching for a long time.
“Yah! Nicole-ssi get out of my room! I don’t want to drink the medicine.” A voice shouted
“Heechul-ssi you need to drink this medicine. It can help you heal your disease.” The girl named Nicole explained to Heechul and shoved the medicine in his face. Hankyung just watched with awe and reminded him of this attitude of Heechul that he loves most. “What is the disease of Heechul? I also remember that everytime he is angry with me it just show how much he loves me.” Hankyung thought. The two persons are still arguing when suddenly Hankyung spoke.
“Heechul!” Hankyung shouted longing can be seen in his eyes.
“Hankyung?” Heechul was shocked to see Hankyung.
♥The End♥
A/N: My first hanchul fanfic hope you would like it. Please comment. :)